Ash: No it doesn’t get easier. In fact at times it gets harder. You’ll enter a world where nothing is simple but you’ll find comfort in their smiles. It will hurt at times but we just want them to be happy. We always place them above us since thats all we know isn’t it? But there will be times where we will be so happy it feels like a dream. Cling to that my dear and you’ll survive...
Lucifer: The obsession will never leave but there will come a better one to help you ignore this one. And hell couldn’t create such a temptation like her. Nothing is like her and nothing will ever be like her. You’ll understand love better than most after her.
Nicholas: You don’t need a blood family. You’ll find her and that will be more than enough. However she won’t always be yours and she won’t always be the same. But you’ll love her even when she breaks your heart.
James: You’ll find it easier to keep that anger in check. Her smile will make it vanish I promise. But when it does arrive despite her make sure to let her know. Don’t leave her in the dark I know for a fact that makes things worse.
Celestina: You’ll finally escape and you’ll find your one. Crazy right? But it will be okay. You’ll be safe and loved and you won’t know how to react but just- just don’t look for reasons to not be loved. You been through a lot and maybe... maybe its time you let yourself trust another.
Chaviva: Your name will finally have a meaning but it won’t be the father who adores you. But thats okay I think this is much better.
Haneul: You know that girl who you are friends with but thinking you want more? Keep her. She will drive you insane but god the way that woman smiles will destroy you even more.
Nasya: Your nightmares that you gained from mama? They won’t stop fully but they will be a lot easier to handle in his arms. You’ll have to fight to see him but soon that won’t be a problem.
Jaeyeong: Don’t fret. We do become who we want to be and the best part is minmin will be there cheering us on. Just- understand that hes human too and he will make mistakes. It will hurt but we both know we can’t love anyone else.
Adeline: The stage is your home but there will be times when that will be a toxic home. Know when to leave and find another stage. Listen to Celest. She won’t explain everything about herself but she won’t lead you astray.
Mei: Baba will always love you and mama will always struggle with you. However you’ll meet someone who makes your art you again. Makes your art not a lie or an escape but rather like home just like how he makes you feel.
Irene: Mother won’t always be around so cherish her okay? Make sure to keep things of her to help you when the days are bad and remember what mom always told us. That its okay to be different and to be who you want to be. Forget the standards and be yourself.
Bridget: You need to put the bottle down... It won’t be easy but it doesn’t solve anything. You know that but you find love in it. Maybe if we drop it someone will love us truly...
Dmitri: It won’t be any easier. Their faces will always be there.. But holding her will let you remember what it was like being alive. Making her giggle will help ease the pain and making her know shes loved will help you fall for her.
Sherlock: Everything you know? Its not exactly as you know. But its okay. Trust your gut and remember your roots. You wanted to protect and that is your truly calling for a reason.
there was nothing that I loved more than to lay my head on your chest and listen to your heartbeat I wonder if I will ever find someone to love me half as much as I loved you I yearn to have my heartbeat be someone's favorite song, to share our naked souls and swim in a sea of blissful passion maybe one day...
I haven't found you yet but I know you are out there despite however long it may take I know you will definitely be worth it and finally bestow to me the gift of happiness......but I've yet to come even close to finding such a thing so for now I guess this is goodnight my love, whoever you may be, wherever you are.
