#tryingtouseparenthesis

[lovealution]

blind fall

stop. don't go any further now. doesn't this feel like deja vu? it's not going to end well. stop.

(but it's been so long)

it's all just delusions, created to satisfy the loneliness. 

(but I'm happy)

it's a trap. you're creating perfection for the imperfection. 

(but it's different this time) 

it will be different every time and every time you will be falling hard.