Silent Scream -- Adrianna!
Send me 'Silent Scream' for my muse to vent anything they've been keeping hidden deep inside - accepting
<< "There was a time when i was willing to spend time and energy for the benefit of this realm. Not that either seem to be quite a limited resource, but still--- i took pity on these poor, fragile earthlings and strived to be of use for them."
"I would dirty my hands with the filthy blood of the ungodly and the wicked. The killers, the rapists, the destroyers and the betrayers. Hellspawns and men alike. I would serve my own brand of justice unto them, again, for the greater good of this realm. For a brighter, safer future."
"...But looking back nowadays, it felt like a whirlwind of anger and frustration got caught into the inertia of being betrayed and cast away myself. A foolish display of force towards the undeserving, while the guilty ones laid at rest in the heavens above, oblivious to my efforts or my trauma."
"Was it all about me seeking redemption? Well... it's rather hard to say; one must feel turmoil and guilt over their actions in order to be redeemed. And i've never felt either. My soul festered and boiled with bitterness alone and i never truly expected the skies to open wide and welcome me back."
"I still don't. But i've learned to be more tempered. And chiseled. And to keep away from avenging a realm that never truly needed me to do so." >>