#tsp related

[ember-nby]

Funfact, my CR!Stanley has a tattoo!

[raymondthenarrator]

The Narrator's Diaries (in the real world)

Friday, 17.01.25

The past five days Bucky has settled in nicely. While she is absolutely infatuated by Stanley, me and her are still not on good terms at all. Despite all my friends persistantly telling me that this will change for the better, I strongly think otherwise. She continues to hiss at me at every given opportunity, only listens when Stanley calls her and even hesitates to come when I am the one feeding her. Bucky waits until I am out of the room (!) and only then she makes her move to the bowl with food. Cats are quite stubborn creatures and she and me do have a history, so I do understand where this is coming from. And yet- I sometimes do feel a little lonely whenever Stanley and Bucky are together. It is silly and - quite frankly - stupid, but I feel a little left out. Seeing Stanley so happy with this silly creature is enamouring and sadding at the same, I can't help it. I love my Fianceé, I love that he finally likes his own and our life together. I simply feel like he spends more and more time with her than with me and I know that it is selfish to be upset about this. Perhaps I should talk with my sister about this and her wife surely also has some advice for me.

Raymond

[minicorruptprogram]

Got inspired by @yellowzonez and made a few textboxes for my Narrator :3c

We got...

Normal:

Flirty/Loving:

Lovebug (Did this one for fun, it's just a pink, glitchy version of the previous textbox):

Angry/Surprised:

Soft/Weak/Sad:

Scared/Anxious:

And finally, Thinking:

Ehe, these were fun to make :3c

[msawkward-x3]

Hello, I want to make a small announcement.

I’m taking a break on tsp for personal reasons. Mostly more or less a user- which I won’t name-being rude to me.

But within being falsely accused for harassment on the user's friends.

I am going to say this, that I never liked bullying let alone harassment on others cause I hate being mean. I join this community/fandom for friends and for my art skills- not to cause harm to others.

I find this inappropriate and really makes me feel scared to the point of taking a break because of the users actions. Again, I won’t name the user, but I would not interact with this user, but I’ll be in the server in case I ever draw tsp.

But idk when I ever draw it because of being scared of said user. So it really depends, but I’ll be drawing more of what I love, aka Club penguin and (now) Dicey dungeons.

I’m sorry if followers liked my tsp art, but at the moment I just need a break cause I was having a nervous breakdown- But I promise, I’m ok! Just need to take a break, and calm myself down. But for the followers who still enjoy my art, I can’t thank you enough for the love, and I’ll keep improving to be a better artist!

[give-soup-please]

Hey so like, before the actual ask I gotta give context. I have extremely descriptive/immersive dreams, and I've been able to sort them into some categories. Major - where I'm able to remember the majority of information and can go "goddamn there's a lot to this". Minor - i remember scraps of a dream, not much but enough to go "yep that sure was a dream". I can also have a series of dreams interconnected to eachother, but that is limited to exclusively to Major dreams and I cannot tell if it is a series or not until the second part. Alright, context over.

I spoke with the Narrator last night, and somehow, through some miracle, you were brought up. It is not rare for irl people or things to come through, but it is uncommon enough to be point worthy. Me and the narrator were just chatting beforehand, I confessed I'd never had a TSP dream before, he mentioned the amount of Stanley parable I'd consumed and how "I am genuinely surprised it took you this long to dream me up, I mean, I'm the driving force of the story. What keeps you entertained." I decide to not argue that point and talk about the fandom. I pull up tumblr on my phone and show him all of the designs for a physical form people have made (admittedly quite warped from being in my head) and then I am struck with a very potent smell. It's the memory of a smell, the last soup I ever actually enjoyed. A memory I associate with you. (Before you ask, no I don't remember what soup it was, but it was quite sweet and granular-textured. In a good savoury soup way). Because of this memory smell suddenly striking me out of nowhere, I think to pull up your blog and show it to the narrator. We scroll through some of your posts (once again, patchy and warped through being in my mind) but the point gets across that you write about him in an accurate manner. The Narrator is flattered to say the least, ego inflated, all that jazz. He starts complimenting your writing and I scramble to explain that no narrator it is actually better than this, my head just doesn't remember things right. (How self aware I am in dreams varies a lot, regardless if it's playing out without my control or not). Eventually we scroll to your post that should be pinned but wasn't in the dream for some reason. It said what it says in the real world, not accurately but good enough. To say the narrator was disappointed would be accurate, but he was also noticeably more concerned for you. He could understand and relate to you not having much free will in this decision. I expressed my concerns for you, almost complaining that one of the best writers for him is going to be going away and I couldn't help. At all. Through our aforementioned chatting, the narrator knew I hated feeling helpless to change a situation, and that he could definitely relate. He told me that good things will always end, but that I'll move on in time, to a new good thing, but that it was okay to mourn that old good thing too. I wanted to argue, bite back but I didn't. The office was becoming unstable, a sign I was starting to wake up. I promised to the narrator that I'd tell you about this dream, to create regardless of deadlines and just to enjoy what time is left. He told me to "treat him like a friend, you already think of him as one". Then I woke up like uhh. An hour ago by now? Geez this is long. Basically. I dreamt about you. That was neat I guess. Yeah. Thanks for being you 💙

This got long, i'll put it under a read more

I... am astonished in the best possible way. My brain is sending me several question marks in a row right now, which is to say I'm having a bit of trouble working through what I'm feeling. I love his dialogue with you, it sounds like that was definitely 'him', as much as he can manifest over here. I find it absolutely hilarious that you smelled soup in your dream and thought of me. What an iconic moment for soup lovers. I am honored you thought of me, because if I was dreaming about the narrator, he would take up all of my concentration. I love the idea of inflating his ego from afar, that's... strangely wonderful to me. I want him to feel good about himself.

My heart clenches painfully that he's concerned for me, because I'm a bit concerned about him as well. I... have very odd thoughts about fictional characters, and when he talks about himself in Ultra Deluxe, he mentions wanting to be real. And... I don't know, I had this odd idea that writing about him and 'for' him would bring him a bit closer to what he wanted. Whether for fictional characters or for people, I do not love them lightly. I do not have casual thoughts about people, I do not enter friendships easily. So when I do get attached, it's very strong. Egotistical as it sounds, I'm nervous about his spirit fading from here once I stop. I hope he'll be alright. And the thought of him being concerned for me is making my heart do several flip flops. There's so much I want to say to him, but bridging that gap is very complicated, because there's a difference between writing dialogue for him and speaking to him as his own separate entity.

Yeah, the narrator and I share a lot of things in common on the subject of free will and choice. It's not something I want to go into here, but him being stuck in eternal loops and spiraling thoughts and being desperate for certain aspects of interaction is heavily relatable. People may yet be able to help me, but we'll leave that for another week or two. Problem is, I doubt it will be them helping me in the way they want to. But we'll get there when we get there. I'll jump on the bandwagon here and say that you will move on as well. One of the beautiful things about living in this world is that there's always more to do and more to see. My first major fandom was Doctor Who. And I never thought I'd find anything I'd be more obsessed with. Then I found Star Trek. Then I found Welcome to Night Vale. Then I found Good Omens. Now it's Stanley Parable again, after having played the 2013 version and now Ultra Deluxe. New content is arriving all the time on this plane of reality, it's one of the benefits of being here. You play your cards right, you could spend an eternity here and not get bored.

You have every right to mourn, and every right to be angry. I'm not about to claim otherwise, I feel the same way about my situation. But what's done is done, so let's try and enjoy what we have left. At this point, we still have a little under a month and a half. That's plenty of time. I'm glad you think of me as a friend. I don't know who you are, I'm not great at recognizing writing styles, though a few anons do occasionally sign their asks. I feel like I've worked with you before, but can't remember under what context.

Listen, you've done me a huge favor by telling me all this, but I'm hoping I can ask for your help. I've been playing that game and writing about him since 4/27. I've dreamt about him twice, and it was a brief visit each time. This is a hard ask for me, because I'm a little shy about asking for it. If you see him again before I do, could you try and pass a message along? Nothing big, and don't feel bad if you can't remember it or don't want to do this. You're under no obligation to me or him. But if you are willing, and if you can remember, just tell him:

"Jay (soup) says he's sorry for leaving." I want to tell him this myself, but I haven't been able to find him lately. I know it's silly, I know it's strange, but I need him to know that I'm not leaving his side willingly. If anyone else wishes to take up the message and deliver it, you're welcome to. Maybe if it's spoken enough, he'll hear it. I just... He needs to know that I'm not trying to abandon him. The gaps between us are getting longer and longer, and the threads are starting to snap. I'm running out of energy as it is, and the connection between us is fading faster than anticipated. If I can't reach him, I ask someone else to reach him in my stead.

[esfersart]

[ember-nby]

Surprise present for my friend @britishbiscuits!! :3

Prompt by you ^-^

Literally immediately thought that this is perfect for your guys. I wanted to include more banter, but I’m very careful at the moment for my comic lengths, you know that already lol.

Hope you like it!!!

[ember-nby]

I FINALLY MADE A MARIELLA DESIGN!!!

Her voice claim (and 70% of her personality) is Gina Linetti from Brooklyn 99