Shout-out for tthal because I don’t trust the tumblr messaging system anymore
I just received your message saying that I had not answered to two of your previous messages asking for my address, since I came in second place in your giveaway. Looks like tumblr totally swallowed those messages, because I’ve been waiting for a message from you since I saw the giveaway results a week ago. I’m so bummed that I didn’t receive them, I hope I didn’t miss my chance now!
Sorry to fill everyone else’s dashboards, I’m just sad if I missed a chance of getting ~awesome and adorable~ Saint Young Men charms because Tumblr is being a huge jerk. ;_____;
EDIT: Oh yeah, if anyone else has sent me a message and I haven’t replied to it, I didn’t receive it! I’ve answered all the messages in my inbox at the moment.
Gawain with literally everything, I'm serious I tried but I can't choose I want e v e r y t h i n g
holy heck anon now this is what i am talking about (thank you so much o m g)
cut for length (obviously)
☾ - sleep headcanon
Gawain either sleeps like a rock or never really sleeps, there is no in between. It depends on risk level. Normally there is fucking nothing that can wake him up (although he rises with the sun every single morning, no alarm). He can sleep in basically anything and routinely falls asleep in full armor. Super clingy while sleeping. do not approach especially if he’s fallen asleep in his armor
★ - sad headcanon
gawain tries not to show when he’s sad but like. the man has the puppiest puppy face of all time it’s impossible not to tell. like have you seen his sad CCC sprite? its a good thing he got paired with leo who gives 0 fucks
☆ - happy headcanon
gawain is usually pretty content, especially being able to serve a dignified master, but when he’s actually happy???? h o l y s h i t. he really just does not know his own strength and he barrels into rooms, accidentally knocks things over - if he’s particularly close you you expect to be picked up and swung around
☠ - angry/violent headcanon
gawain honest to god does not know how goddamn fucking terrifying he is when he gets actually legitimately angry. he doesn’t even legitimately yell or anything but the volume and urgency of his voice compared to his usual demeanor is huge and his eyes narrow and he goes from talking pretty quietly to talking rly loudly and he doesn’t ever get physical like grabbing arms or anything but he sometimes he slams his hands against desks or w/e in frustration and its just… rly scary
✿ - Sex headcanon
oooooooooooooooooh boy. hoooooooooooooooo boy. ok. oooookay. here we go.
gawain is pretty rough, but not intentionally? like he frequently bottoms out and leaves bruises on thighs/hips but it’s because he gets reaaaaaaaally excited and is eager to please except. gawain as a character is pretty selfish, but in an oblivious way, so you gotta just kinda tell him to calm down or be more gentle bc he wont get the message if you aren’t explicit with him
l m a o i have some more but i gotta like. stop. my thirst has to remain mostly excavated for the good of mankind (but feel free to ask for my skype if you ever wanna talk privately - jrod and i once had a very lengthy discussion at 2 am about how the extra characters would fare in bed lmao)
■ - Bedroom/house/living quarters headcanon
oh god. it’s a mess. anything not having to do with being explicitly knightly gawain just. mmmm. boy. luckily he doesn’t have too much stuff so it can’t be hoarder status, but whoever he’s with (master or the rest of the knights of the round) constantly need to tell him to pick up after himself. his armor and sword + polishing equipment always get put away in a nice and orderly fashion though
♡ - romantic headcanon
ok so when gawain likes someone he instantly goes into “mr. perfect knight mode” like the chivalry levels are just piercing the fucking heavens holy shit. i mean he still makes his obliviously callous remarks but it’s not nearly as bad as usual and you kinda gotta get used to Arthurian compliments. this man will run 50 meters just to get to a door before you to open it. he courts the object of his affection quite seriously, in true “courtly love” fashion, giving flowers, gazing wantonly from afar, probably writing in a stupid lil notebook about all the strange feelings being aroused within him (please check the wikipedia page for courtly love and scroll to the bottom for the stages. please laugh as hard as i did imaging gawain doing all of that. please.)
but then he doesn’t know how to transition from that weirdly formal way of courting to something more intimate - he goes directly from opening doors and giving bouquets and telling you how your beauty shames -insert whatever weird thing here- right into marriage proposal
♥ - family headcanon
oh my god im not doing his family with dame ragnell bc in the fateverse that is just a trainwreck with so much bitterness on gawain’s part likely bc that part of the legend isnt true at all bc arturia was. u know. a woman. and gawain was probably forced to marry some older lady he didnt like because of knightly ~duty~
but married to a gal he actually likes??? oh my god. he’d be the most awkward dad ever lets be real. like the kind of dad who goes out to play catch with his child only to come racing in literally not even a minute later, panicking, because he hit his child in the face with the ball. he makes various things with like tree houses and shit for his kid. they aren’t ever aesthetically pleasing but he tries and he cares a lot for his kids so. cuteeeeee.
☮ - friendship headcanon
gawain is a fucking terrible friend. as a knight? great. as a lover? depends on your tastes but p good. as a friend? expect callous remarks and him not getting why it’s offensive and then trying to apologize but making you feel bad for getting mad because of his puppy face.
tbh i see him as a guy who can’t easily be casual friends with others which is. kinda sad in its own right but h a h a moving on im starting to feel things
♦ - quirks/hobbies headcanon
he likes sparring. more than that, he enjoys cooking but he. cannot. cook. for. shit. his favorite is mashing potato with excalibur galatine. weirdly enough he likes chopping firewood and collecting it for the upcoming winter (”we have a heater” you say. he doesn’t listen). i think he just likes using excalibur galatine to do menial tasks lmao
☯ - likes/dislikes headcanon
likes: lmao i actually feel like he rly likes hakuno, and surprisingly julius (even though he also reminds him of lancelot), cooking, camelot, he just likes a lot of things he’s terrible at or can’t have lmao the tragedy of gawain
dislikes: D A M E R A G N E L L
idk for gawain, i don’t imagine him feeling that strongly about things. he does what he has to do as a knight and yeah, might enjoy stuff on his own time, he doesn’t feel particularly strongly about things that arent from his past
▼ - childhood headcanon
gawain was just. that summer child. blond hair, radiant smile, blue eyes to the sky. laughing too loundly, uninhibited, throwing himself into playtime, scabbing his knees, missing tooth from that one time he fell from a tree.
∇ -. old age/aging headcanon
well he’s deAD S O. jk. if he could age, if he got a physical form, I imagine upon aging he’d mellow out, actually you know, mature (he’s p young after all), and (hopefully) come to terms with his past (with the help of friends julius, leo, li shuwen, and hakuno + whoever her servant is (please be archer so they can both bitch about the past)) you can only notice him age when he starts getting crinkles around his eyes, notice his hair is more silver than blond. it’s such a subtle shift.
♒ - cooking/food headcanon
LMAO I DONT EVEN NEED A HEADCANON FOR THIS. he’s a t e r r i b a d cook. but he’ll make two heaping piles of potato for you so ???? idk man its hard to fuck up potato and im a potatofucker so perfect husband right there
☼ - appearance headcanon
he black part of his outfit is mesh. like the kind of shit tharja from fire emblem wears. i dont know how to feel about this. also he never combs his hair. he bathes and sleeps and wakes up and his hair has that charming slight curl to it. disgusting. i hate this man.
ൠ - random headcanon
when gawain is still attached to leo and starts liking someone else (coughhakunocough) he honest to god has like. an existential crisis because oh my god he has his king and his king has a crush on hakuno too and oh god oh god he isnt lancelot is he??? oh god. oh god. he will not be a kingdom wrecker. he will not.
◉ - Any other question of your choosing
i once thought of a mafia AU with Team Harway bc of the whole loan shark scene in CCC and. Gawain would absolutely wear a nice white suit with the subtle flower design of his armor on the lapel. he wears a black shirt and has a moon cell-blue tie. his weapon of choice is a thompson submachine gun. he’s Leo’s right hand man and the “light” enforcer to Julius’s dark. He’s the one who comes to your house when you haven’t paid back the money and threatens you with a smile (julius is just a straight up hitman lmao)
Name: Tthal
URL: tthal.tumblr.com
Type of SS participation: Art
Favourite Characters:
Gawain (Fate/Extra)
Saber
Irisviel
I like everyone tbh, so don’t be too worried haha.
Favourite Ships: Not much into shipping I’m afraid, but I really like fluff!
Other: If possible, nothing NSFW? I like cute stuff the best haha.
Example: Psst over there
Do you want your Secret Servant to be holiday themed: Yes! If possible
Character/NOTP preferences: I’m not a fan of Saber pairings sadly, but that’s the only thing.
Anything Else: Nothing else! I’ll love anything I think haha, so no
Greetings! (▰˘◡˘▰) ♡ When you get this you have to say 5 nice things about yourself publicly, then send it to 10 of your favourite followers!
wah, i’m honored…you’re too sweet! i’m not good at these sort of things at all but h-here we go
i think i’m a good listener? m-maybe not so good at saying a lot myself but i’ll listen to a lot of what my friends have to say even if i don’t always know much about what they’re talking about
i have pretty cool taste in things like anime, tv shows and music and vidya
my art’s alright, coloring is my strong point probably