You know, being obviously ignored by your "best friend," leaves you with a shitty feeling? You spend who knows how long writing a freakin' essay to make them feel better about themselves because they've been having a shitty time, only for you to get a "I need/ed some time alone," in reply but then they go off and talk to/hang out with their other friends?? And its not even the first time this has happened and just ah. It just sucks, because half the time I'm trying to do everything I can for them, but when it comes to me, it's like I'm not even here, like I don't exist or something. Sorry. I'm just pissed. And kind of hurt tbh. I needed somewhere to vent, and this is pretty much the only place they don't follow me where I could go. I need to make new friends. Clearly. Probably time for a new best friend, too. Okay. Maybe I'll work on some replies now.











