My Sunshine to Darkest Gray
There IS no bond between us! There is NOTHING special about me! I'm NOT as beautiful as you tell me I am! You have seen the MONSTER inside of me, and because you told yourself you loved me, you didn't see it. But I NEED you to see me for who I really am! Because I see you for everything you were, are, and will be. Now look at me, and tell me what you see is beautiful, after I've crushed everything in you. NOW tell me, oh Priest, that I have no sin nature! You are so fucking clueless and I fucking hate it! Leave me alone and let me die in peace! I don't want you by my side as I face the darkness because I know you'll deny its existence when before it we'll stand. But when you see it- or if you ever do, you will run away screaming at the pain that I have caused you. At the wickedness in my heart. At the monster that YOU have made, and still are because you won't leave me the fucking hell alone. You are nothing to me. So why am I everything to you?