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[finding-x-haven]

ʏᴏᴜ — mikoto kayano, milgram

a/n: well i can't exactly say i'm surprised i wrote this. i don't write a lot of nsfw personally and i have my clown shoes just fully on. mikoto is.. simply very pretty and i don't buy into the whole DID theory for personal reasons. anyway, this is purely self indulgent and i don't see a lot writing for milgram in general. i'm sorry.

rating: nsfw, mdni

reader: gn, no pronouns

trigger and content warnings: mikoto kayano, mikoto being an absolute creep, yandere undertones??, really obsessive, mentions of smoking, really shittily written nsfw, male masturbation, vague fantasizing

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mikoto wasn’t sure how he became aware of your existence, and frankly, he didn’t care. he just needed you.

putting out his cigarette, he bid the other two members of the smoker’s club adieu. whenever he thought about you, all of his thoughts became jumbled and tangled together. anger, frustration, elation, confusion, horror, arousal, and many other things tangled up into one feeling he liked to associate with just… you. it was better than feeling terrified of himself or entirely apathetic. once he was behind his cell door, he immediately locked it and shucked his outermost layers.

he didn’t pay much attention to what he was doing, although he knew it was his hand wrapped around his dick rather than the feeling of being inside of someone else- inside of you. or what he imagined you in particular to feel like.

today, he pictured himself breaking you. tears streaming down your face from being edged to your absolute limits to being overstimulated, sort of like a cycle. perhaps it was because he was simply in a mean mood currently. he whimpered out his nickname for you as he imagined your voice calling out weakly for him, a small whine pitching in his throat. he covered his mouth and soon he was through; the first round of it anyways.

afterall, just as soon as it was over, more thoughts and ideas about you poured into his head, and ones that he welcomed, happily.