is it okay to ask what sex with a high awareness axel would be like? :0
Oh boy. This lad is a sado-masochist. I'm actually thinking about having another stat for him called Identity. This would tie into his Awareness stats as only High Awareness Axel would fuck you (willingly), but his Identity stat would change what it'd be like.
TW: cutting/knifeplay, Bad Boundary Setting, and other DOL-compliant badness.
Low Identity Axel is very impersonal and clinical when he fucks. He's very quiet, barely shows any emotions on his face (though his body language still often conveys his feelings), and generally treats it like an experiment or a means to an end. Keen on overstimulating his partner just to see how they would react. No aftercare and barely any intimacy. At High Love, he feels comfortable enough to be submissive around you, but he's still not enough of a Person to behave any less coldly. He'd follow your orders like an android basically; almost no boundaries but his movements are still just sharp and robotic. Calls you by a title instead of your name and will let you do literally whatever you want to him. At Low Love, he's dominant and... almost cruel in the way he behaves. It feels like he wants to see how far he can push you. Will lightly trace a scalpel's blade down your body and watch as you try to hold back shudders. Will raise an eyebrow as the beads of blood well from your skin and stain him. If you want him to stop, you'd have to say it. He doesn't recognize context clues well enough to infer anything from you. However, if you do set a hard limit in the middle of the session, he may stop finding it Interesting and leave. You're not sure, but you think you've spotted him taking notes as he drives you to an orgasm of pain and pleasure. High Identity Axel is slightly more affectionate and understanding, though certainly still not normal by any sense of the word. Begins to treat sex as something pleasurable that he really enjoys, so he becomes really needy as a result. May do some aftercare, but it's mostly still impersonal in the way he tries to give you 'one compliment and two points of improvement'. At High Love, he is very vulnerable and submissive. Basically enters a puppy-like subspace where your approval is all that matters to him. You can cut him and whip him and he would thank you for it. Also open to basically anything kinky your heart and mind can think up. Basically: you have a free pass to abuse him any way you want. Maybe you can even leave him out for the townspeople to sample. At Low Love, he is a bit of a menace. Very strict, harsh dom that wants to make you the best self you can be. Does things like ordering you to do 100 pushups and spanking you for each one you don't manage to complete. Or gives you oral while you do your homework and doesn't let you cum if you can't finish it before the timer is up. (Secretly, he wants to make you good enough for him, but even he doesn't realize that that's what he's doing). Don't cry in front of him. He will not be sympathic. In fact, he would probably punish you more if you cried. After all, you shouldn't be crying over something that's your own fault. If you had done what he asked, then he wouldn't have needed to discipline you.