Jul 23, 2021
not me crying myself to sleep tonight lmao
#i don't know why but i just felt so compelled to watch it again#i miss him so much#tw;suicide#tw;infidelity#he was a big part of my life but one summer#he was on tour#and when he came home he found out his wife had cheated on him#and he killed himself over it a few weeks later#i really really miss him#i think about him a lot#i never danced a true pas de deux but#when i was eight#he overheard me and my classmates talking about how i'd be the easiest to lift since i was the smallest#and so he decided to have me do a turn and he swept me up onto his shoulder#he was such a good person