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Neurodivergent culture is having to explain to anti-medication people time and time again that I need my meds to function. It improves my overall outlook on life, it allows me to take care of myself, it reduces the severity of my suicidal ideations. It is what's keeping me alive, just like people who take medication for their physical health.
Depression culture is minor inconveniences making you want to die.
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nd culture is being upset for no reason whatsoever and unable to pin what's wrong so you end up super sad and hating life and passively wanting to die. but then you have a manic episode where you love life and everyone and everything and you just can't see any bad. and then theres the middle where you binge watch a show all day to forget all of your problems.
tw suicidal ideation
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nd culture is staying up late at night thinking about how your cats are going to die one day but that is years and years away and you are wondering how you are going to live long enough to see them to the end when you are questioning if you should even live past the age of 18
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Neurodivergent culture is feeling a sick sense of comfort in intrusive thoughts and feeling suicidal.
uhh vent sorry 😅 Emotional dysregulation culture is being traumatized from ableism + verbal bullying in school (or um, more like being outcasted so much and being seen as weird and different but people arent really mean to you UNTIL one single grade when ONE person verbally bullied you most of the grade year) and feeling bad when you read about other's trauma because it is ALWAYS worse then "just being bullied" and feeling like you are weak and dumb for being so traumatized from being outcasted (but still treated mildly-kindly) and literally only verbally bullied for 7 months (left the school for the last 3 months of that grade...) when other people had it a million times worse
(tw sui ideation and self harm) it's also feeling weak and horrible that you almost killed yourself (accidentally through self harm but if it had gone on for much longer it probably would've been purposeful) for that but when you watched a video of someone else talking about being verbally AND physically bullied in school for 3 YEARS they just "stuck it out" (same grade btw, for me it was 7th for them it was all of middle school). Yet YOU couldnt last 7 months
Maybe its emotional dysregulation that made it so much more unbearable than for others, idk, thats my best guess 😞
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depression culture is having not been suicidal in years but not really seeing a future for yourself either
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Depression Cultue is my first line of defense for all occasions is wanting to die, wanting to die when I win, wanting to die when I lose, wanting to die over normal human stresses, wanting to die over weird situations, wanting to die always
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