#twelve25

[cactusthecarlton]

“Change is strange + Change Remains”

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Let’s get back to the basics

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Cactus of Twelve25

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“Fear is weird because it’s something that can beat you directly or indirectly. You can be so afraid that you just don’t do, or you can be so afraid that you attempt to take all the precautions and end up forgetting what and why you were doing something. I live life constantly in fear because I’m in a constant state of dissatisfaction, my fear comes from the idea that dissasisfaction is all I will ever know. That I’m capable of achieving great things but even those great things will be unsatisfying. Caught up in the idea of dissatisfaction, that something always has to be wrong. Well something is always wrong, how do you not let that destroy you? How do you not let the fact that you are Concious of the problem keep you from actually solving the problem? I’m in a state of being tired of fear and all the mechanisms used to invoke that in me. I don’t like it, I’m strong and I know it yet I allow myself to be weak? Well it’s no longer convenient so let’s go ahead and nip it in the bud.”

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There’s a certain danger

that arises when you constantly associate the past with positive memories

of nostalgia

and turn into a person who always sees

the past as the good ole days,

when things where better,

when it all made sense,

when you were happy

But those days are gone

and that’s ok,

you can make new memories

you’re not above being happy

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Can you keep a secret?

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Me + My Friends