#two point oh

[emilycarey]

having internet friends is like:

*in the discord*

me: @everyone can i have your mailing addresses real quick

everyone: … abbie why do you want our mailing addresses at 3:47 am

me: *sleep deprived from making friendship bracelets* no reason

[witchyvixengirl]

FUCK. YES

[emilycarey]

[sonperior]

does ripred is trans?

[adamskovic-archive]

would you kill ben mendlesohn to save me

i would kill shrek to save u

[katesgotabow]

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March 2, 2013

He's become a huge part in my life now... Uh. He being Bucky. I mean yeah sure there wasn't much between us before, but now? He's like.. I don't even have a way to describe how integral he is now.

It's weird though. Like... this guy who could be so much more than he is, hides in the shadows because he's supposed to be dead. Well Clint was apparently dead for a while and you don't see him lurking in the corner. 

I dunno, maybe I'm just biased because we've gotten to know each other, rather well. (And to be honest, if the Winter Soldier ever took over again he would have like a million and one ways to kill me.) Not that I'm saying it'll happen, but you never know, right? 

[katesgotabow]

Dear Bucky

Dear Bucky,

Have i ever mentioned how much of a fucking idiot you are, and I don't even care if you read this, I just needed to get everything off my chest with everything going on and all.

I will never not love you. I think that goes without saying these days. You've been... there for me through everything, and never once did you seem like you wanted to walk away, until now. And I can't imagine what could have happened if you hadn't been here.

However, that doesn't go without saying that you're an ass. And you're being a selfish ass who thinks he can deal on his own. Well you can't, I've seen it. You want someone to be there. Even if you act like you don't and I know that, but being like this... I am not going to sit by and watch it happen. 

I will sit in this room with you every fucking day if I have to, but for God's sake, James, just let me be there for you, like you have been for me. Please?

[katesgotabow]

Are you and Bucky like...dating now? Cause if so, adorable; but if not then what is he to you? A platonic cuddle buddy with whom you have make out sessions? I mean...you pour your heart out to him; but it takes more of a push to get you to open up with Clint or any of the YA gang. What makes Barnes so special?

Oh well jeez. I dunno. I think it's more platonic cuddle buddies who're there for whatever the other needs. 

Uh... well that's... a whole different ball game. I mean... there's just something about him, now that I know he's not gonna screw me over that just lets me trust him. Not that I don't trust Clint or my team, because I do. But Billy deals enough with my constant bitching, and I know for a fact I bore Tommy with it, and wel Eli has a stick so far up his ass he won't talk to me. Uh Nate and I really just don't talk, and without Cassie in my life I don't really have anyone else to spill stuff too. America's fine but she and I don't exactly see eye to eye on a lot of things, and well Loki is Loki. Teddy is far too worried about Billy and well Noh... He... don't always grasp what I'm trying to talk about. As for Clint, he's so busy all the time with working for Stark now and with Loki and shit like that, I honestly, rarely see him much. So With Bucky, it's just..

Okay um.... Lemme try and think this out here. 

With James it's just... I don't have to limit what I say or who I talk about. And I don't have to pretend that things always work out because I know they don't. We both just need someone outside the box just to vent to and be with and... sometimes it gets heated but seriously nothing more than that. He broods, I tell him to shut the fuck up and quit it because broodings bad, and kicks my ass when i need it.

I dunno what else you want me to say here Nonnie. I mean.. It's a very complicated kinda thing to explain and I know for a fact that everything I just said makes no sense.