#twst roleplay

[deadkalwalking]

To be bounded by soul, welded by blood, same in flesh.

And yet. As I look in the mirror.

I am not him, I confess.

Open your eyes, Kalim. Why do you look away from me? A sob story of an heir like you it seems, scared to death by the possibilities.

But don't be so afraid, I only meant to help.

I only wanted what was best for you, no matter what you felt.

Even so, I question too. "Why am I like this?"

But maybe I can't answer that. Not because I am clueless.

But because it isn't me who is truly twisted.

It is you. Who remains foolish.

[nrcsfavoriteshrimps]

Afraid…

I felt like writing for Chase, I suppose? (He is. My son. /aff) Also, please feel free to interact with him sometime that would be super awesome (not forced obviously, I meant that in a silly way)

divider by @/softpawpup

I’ve been…doubting myself lately.

Maybe it’s the lingering effects of my past. Maybe it’s my own insecurities. I just feel alone, somehow.

It’s weird, isn’t it? I’m constantly surrounded by people. In my dorm, in my club, in my classes…why do I feel alone?

Like no one can really, truly understand how…how scared I am?

I’m afraid of making the wrong choices. If I end up hurting someone, even by accident…I don’t want to hurt anyone. I’m scared of being forgotten. I’m scared of failing, but I’m scared of being successful, too. I’m scared of my own shadow. I’m scared of myself.

I’m scared of bottling this up until it reaches a tipping point, too. What if things go worse than last time?

I know I shouldn’t bottle things up.

But who do I even tell?

Maybe I should go for another walk. I’ve been doing a lot of those lately. I think it’s starting to worry my dormmates.

[deadkalwalking]

Theres a cat doodle on one of kalims pages! - :3

"?? Ah- ahaha..! Awh, how cute! Uhm, thank you anon! I don't know which page you wrote on- actually.."

He's PRAYING it's not his latest one.

[deadkalwalking]

🪡 . . :: If I could string my thoughts to the understanding.. :: Log 4

I've been a little dizzy..

To be honest, I've been feeling dizzy for the past..maybe 5 days? Ahh, I completely forgot to fill in my logs during all that!

It's fine, I'll just..try to remember them! And I'll scribble whatever I know, and then I might be able to get the full picture!

Riddle - helped - then - asked.. - a questionn..

RIPP!

..ahh, nevermind. I'll try sorting these thoughts out later! Maybe tomorrow.

[callbackjade]

@seabnny

⊹ ˖ Ი𐑼 ' jade-san ?'

poke poke ..

⊹ ˖ Ი𐑼 ' you seem to be spacing out .. :<'

(idk man TvT)

"?..Ah, have I now?"

"Apologies, Onpu Sweet. I have been quite..out of focus. To be honest."

[heartssoface]

It's so funny that you and Deuce are from the same town and yet never met before NRC.

"the sevens were getting me some safe time to prepare before I meet his dumbass and now there is no use running...."

[professor-crewel]

💎 -

Crowley telling me its time for staff to go home for the Summer as well as if he doesn't know very well I also reside on campus cuz I do not yet have an all time home here.

(Ooc: MUSIC TEACHER RETURNS. Also she's an isekai victim too just from her own fantasy world)

Yes, he appears to forget a lot of facts. You could perhaps spend some of the holiday traveling around or just remain at the academy. I am sure something chaotic will happen to entertain you.