I watched the last three episodes of season 4 tonight – 4x23 Demons was fantastic, probably one of my favs. Any time Mulder is going through it I just can't get enough – waking up covered in someone else's blood, not remember the last few days? Drugged with ketamine? Yes please thank you.
And the season finale 4x24 Gethsemane ooooo boy. Seeing Mulder crying at the end nearly brought me to tears. I know he ends up alright but just the mere thought of him committing suicide after all of that is so gut wrenching. And the way he and Scully are yanked around by all of these people like they're toys or pieces on a gameboard, and how defeated and exhausted Mulder is by all of it. Ahhhhhhhh














