#type: blabbering

[demisexualscott]

My latest existential problem: I want to talk to someone about the novel I'm trying to write because I know that it would help me with the inspiration and it would actually make me want to write, but I don't want to talk about the novel I'm trying to write with anyone because I can't stop thinking that the idea is bad and I'm kind of ashamed to talk about it. 

[demisexualscott]

I want to go to BiteCon, but I have no money to pay for the package, the passport, the flight and the hotel.

[demisexualscott]

You know, sometimes people word their rants in a certain way in order to not be seen as racist and misogynistic, but they are still so transparent that I don't know if I should cry, laugh or punch them in the face.

[demisexualscott]

Last week a boy from my theater group called me by my preferred name and I couldn't stop smiling. Then I went home and started crying. Happy tears, for once.

[demisexualscott]

Hey, I'm actually taking pictures of myself. That's progress.

[demisexualscott]

He estado estudiando gramática todo el puto día. Fui a una obra para calmarme porque todavía no me entra nada; no funcionó. Y hay tanto ruido en este lugar.

[demisexualscott]

I have a test tomorrow for my grammar class and I don't understand anything and I should be studying, but I just want to cry because I knew all of this this and now I can't remember anything

[demisexualscott]

mi-kitamura ON IT