Apr 4, 2024
VHS Photography - Early Bloom
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VHS Photography - Early Bloom
Pixelated forest from northern California. I went there a few years ago now but I'll never forget the feeling within myself of being completely in my element. I never felt so calm and at ease with the moment.
A double exposure collage piece I did that I have done a lot of digital editing to. I love how colorful this all feels and that it somehow has Ghibli feel to it. It feels like a painted picture of a floral mental banquet.
Journey -
Another week has passed and I still go on. The way in which time seems to shift now feels different. My experience has changed and how I feel about the days coming now. While I have not been in depth with my thoughts, I have just been pushing myself to keep making things that feel connected to this version of myself. This is the closest to a clear representation of who I am. I want to be more in my life and continue to learn through this experience. I love to feel the world, and I hope to have more moments that I can really dive into from my memories.
This is a compilation of photos I took years ago and melded with my current artistic values being floral and natural.
bleed.
I think I have been overcoming some parts of myself that I thought I would struggle for a long time with. I still can feel the grief that is attached to these places, but I know now that I do not have to completely reside there. Before in that environment I would be quickly overwhelmed by how quickly my emotions wanted to respond and I would completely shutdown. I have done a lot for myself in figuring this part out within. With the shift in the season and mindset coming, I look forward to what is to yet present itself. I want to bloom and be free. I am _ _ _ _ _, I am guillasimo.
© 【惡】
the nature of life.
I made this quite some years ago while I had more time to discover myself and identify. The idea of the process being continual, a strategy to involve clear decision on what you want to be your design. I am still expected to live for a while more, and yet I can not create an identity to visualize for the future. Sometimes these thoughts along seem almost incomprehensible. Even today, I laughed at the fact my name is me and also not me. A name which represents a few characters to identify myself to everyone else, but this can not truly represent what you are.
I miss what was; before everything became this way.