This is more of a update/reminder to me here on my blog but why not tell you all how things are going. First off, got done with second year of my university studies and I’m currently doing summer studies. The studies are about game developing and it has been pretty damn amazing. I’ve got perhaps the best developing team with me. We’re even going to form a small indie game studio from our group so I could say that I’m an official game developer now. I really hope our project succeeds so this’d be a longer event in my life.
Emotionally I’ve been all over the place. I’ve had good and bad times. I came to realize that I’ve been, once again, left alone from my group of friends. Again that scene where the relationships just die slowly and no one makes an act to maintain the connections. After months and weeks of thinking over it and shedding a few tears, I’m okay with it. I’ve been through it thrice now so it wont let me down that easily anymore. I’ve got my family and a few internet friends who I cherish a lot (of course you lads too). Love you guys.
I’ve been doing a lot of art for the game project lately and sadly I cannot upload any of them here yet. The project is unfinished and I made a deal with others not to leak/spoil anything visually. Though the art includes character planning, concept art and now 3D-modeling which has been surprisingly enjoyable for me. The whole art side of the game developing has felt like the right thing to do and work on for me so I think I’ve found a important sector in my future life. Who knows what’ll happen.
About art here for my blog, man I miss drawing fan art. I have so many unfinished projects which I’d want to finish and upload. I’d also want to open commissions (I’ve planned stuff for how it’d work) but I’m afraid that all the stuff going on at the moment wouldn’t give me enough time to put effort on the works. I’m always in the crossroads with this commission situation. Perhaps one day I’ll get enough courage to step forward with this too.
I’ve lost weight (which is a good thing), I’m continuing my hammer throwing career, I’m progressing on my studies, I’m accepting the “lone wolf” life, I’m enjoying art again and I’ve got plans for future. Next study year will be a lot about completing my Bachelor’s degree so that’s exciting and scary at the same time.
Welp, hopefully future me sees this some day and remembers that things do get better with time. Reminder for you all to take time for yourselves and simply stop and enjoy life. Cheers!
