How can you know so much and know so little at the same time? I know all the reasons to not love him but I love him anyway. I know when we're together we really are a mess. But something draws me to him like a moth to light. I want more. The fighting doesn't push me away. I don't know how to be something he misses. How do you convince someone that what you have to offer is worth their while? I don't know. I just know my heart is sad and I kiss him. It's officially been two weeks since I've talked to him. He probably doesn't notice. I just know that my heart wants the same thing it wanted two weeks ago and everyday for the last 3+ years. I love you, Tyler Wade Harrison. What am I suppose to do with so much love towards you and you don't even want it?