u're so damn selfish. fck u. why am i not allowed to be happy? WHY?! why only ur happiness matters? u're cruel. i just want to do the thing i love. i just want to breathe. i just want to feel like there's something that is mine. paddling is the only thing that i can say is mine and u wanna take that away from me. i don't feel like ur partner anymore. i feel like a prisoner bound to only do the things you want.








