Jun 26
The pure boredom from the 3 days before a trip is going to kill me man-
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The pure boredom from the 3 days before a trip is going to kill me man-
Last summer exam is the most difficult one for me (I DON'T HAVE ANY PATIENCE LEFT!!!)
LOVE LIFE UPDATE!
im so scared rn someone actually sedate me. so basically, i have a handful of friends that are seniors, mostly through theatre, and they are all about to graduate (june 4th) so therefore there's a lot of grad parties happening. last night, I had the pleasure of going to one, and being invited to a special little after party thing with only a few others... and guess who was not only there, but also invited to the after party? huzz. naturally... and guess who else got to spend a good three hours talking and gossiping with him! ME!!
BUT... there is one small issue... my friend, whom ill call candle, has been asked by huzz to tell him who likes him, and candle has been asking me if they can just tell him. ive been saying no, but after last night I genuinely liked huzz a MILLION times more (he's kind, funny, emotionally mature?? HELLO???) and just thought, "schools ending, fuck this" and let them tell him... BIG MISTAKE.
IT HAS BEEN BUGGING ME ALL FUCKING DAY. IM SO SCARED. WE HAVE CLASSES TOGETHER. WHAT IF HE DOESNT LIKE ME? WHAT IF THINGS GO STINKY POOPOO?? IVE LITERALLY BEEN INVITED TO BE A PART OF A BIG GROUP CHAT WITH HIM AND OUR MUTUAL FRIENDS. IM SO FUCKING SCARED.
anyway wish me luck! might die idk!!
this night’s also been hell. im getting sleep in snatches of an hour at MOST. i havent had a flare like this in a whiiiiile. my next dose of zofran will ideally be at 9 but i might have to bump that down to 5:30 if necessary
I miss my fatass dog :(
she’s so cutie pootie, I wanna GO HOOOOOME.
LET ME OOOOOOUT.
☀︎࣪𓏲ּ ˎthe sun shines upon @starshincˊ˗ ⤷ starter call
🌤 — ❝ Oh no , ❞
🌤 — It was supposed to be just a simple practice. No different from any other— work on a couple of weak points, strengthen the way they work as a team. No different from any others. Nothing special. Not even anything intense to prepare for an upcoming match. Just regular, routine practice.
🌤 — And, sure. Things can get tense even during those. Tsukki’s snark isn’t exactly great for morale or bonding (well, it is to Tadashi. He’s funny, okay? Y’know, when the time is right.) Kageyama’s… Kageyama. And even Shoyo can get heated easily. (His passion is admirable and all, but that passion sure drives a lot…) It’s not exactly unusual for something memorable to happen. Peaceful practices are hard to come by.. (Tadashi really doesn’t understand how Daichi manages it all.)
🌤 — Tadashi just didn’t expect the event this time to be his own doing. Watching his serve hurtle towards face— man, he really messed that one up,— cringing when the familiar smack of volleyball against skin rings out through the gym from contact that should not have happened.
🌤 — He actually thinks he might cry. From embarrassment? Guilt? Both, probably. But that has to be shoved down, now, to join those checking in on his poor victim. He needs to—
🌤 — ❝ I’m so sorry , I don’t know how that happened — ❞
Seriously, Tadashi, don’t cry, you’re not even the one who got hit in the face with a volleyball.
hm. the political state of MY FUCKING HUMAN RIGHTS is actually starting to prevent me from getting things done.
sometimes i think i'm normal i'm doing well and obviously not over byler but starting to settle after the Great Disappointment of NYE 2025 and then i see flickergate mentioned and i'm rocking back and forth like a mental patient again