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4. The thing I regret most so far is probably how long it took me to make boundaries to protect myself from giving out too much. I didn’t know how to do anything but give everything into a friendship and I got quite messed up when someone I trusted and loved was in a bad enough place to take that much without giving back. I regret not ending the situation earlier and that I ended it poorly. She hadn’t meant to hurt me and I think I could have ended the friendship in a better way.

7. Ugh, biggest insecurity, you’re going for the big guns aren’t you :P I have a few different self esteem issues but I’m working on them! I’ve always struggled with thinking I could be thought of as attractive and I’m scared of feeling useless and being abandoned because people won’t want me if they don’t need me. Those are probably my biggest insecurities but the former has been improving dramatically in the past year and made huge strides in the past couple of months and when I’m thinking logically I know how much my friends and family loves me just for me!8. What am I most proud of? My sister. I’m so proud of her, she’s growing into this amazing person and I am so excited to see where her life goes. She’s off to do medicine in September for uni which is incredible and she had a rough few years but still managed to pull out with good enough grades for MED SCHOOL! She’s so beautiful and funny and just brings me endless joy. I love her to pieces and I am so so proud of her.17. Talk about someone I want to be friends with? Can I say Taylor Swift? :P She’s such a beautiful person in practically every way. She’s grown so much and is just a complete sweetheart. 

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Dear past me,

Dear Past Me,

Depending how far back this goes you have a lot of things ahead of you. If this is 13 or under me, please learn better boundaries, don't let her use you, keep yourself as emotionally uninvolved as possible. I know you don't know how to do that yet but talk to mum. Please protect yourself better. If this is 14-15 me then I'm so sorry, we messed up, she messed up and it's going to be okay. I'm really sorry that we didn't make it as far as we wanted, I'm so so so sorry, but we're going to be okay, you've managed to make some pretty amazing friends along the way who are going to stand by you and keep you from going too far off the deep end. Please try looking to God more, keep a strong hold on God, it's an anchor that won't fail as long as you stay holding on to it. Mum and Dad are so proud of you. If this is little me, tell mum. She's safe, she will always love you and protect you and as long as you are truthful she will never be disappointed in you. Dear Past mes you are so much stronger than you realise. It's okay to love yourself, it's okay to put yourself first sometimes! We're going to go through a lot but you just keep seeing the positives, keep being an optimist, we're going to be fine. I'm going to make sure of it! 

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uh-mun replied to your post “All the colours plz”

Impressive :O Is it nice not getting sunburnt ?

I have been a couple of times but only once properly! I was actually really excited about it... It's very nice not getting burnt easily though!!

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All the colours plz

you... do you realise how many facts that is?? O.oWell... this will take a while!Purple: 10 facts about my room.- It was remarkably tidy until my sister came home last Saturday- It has a Winnie-the-Pooh mural on one of the walls that morphs into dolphins in the sea- It has an empty bookshelf because all my things are getting moved hence trying to tidy- everything is being moved because it's getting the ceiling redone and then it's getting re-decorated!- I have a strip of half wall paper by my bed in pastel pink and white that has been there since we moved into this house when I was 3- I share my room with my sister- I have way too many things in it- We have a large black box that until recently was stuffed to the brim with mainly soft toys- We both have a few select toys in our beds- It currently has a blanket working as one of the curtains as the curtain rail fell down a few months ago and has rejected any attempt to put it back up again.

Blue: 9 facts about my family.- I love them- I have two siblings, an older brother and younger sister- My parents are both one of four so family gatherings involve lots of people- There were about 22 of us on Christmas just my mum's side- My cousins range in age from 25 to 2.- My sister and I are really close and get on oddly well for most siblings it seems.- My brother got married this summer!- It's often joked that my sister is adopted as my Mum, Dad, Brother and I all have brown hair and brown or hazel eyes and is blonde with blue eyes. (She definitely isn't, mum is adamant)- We are pretty proud of the fact that our entire family is pretty strange in lots of different wonderful ways.Green: 8 facts about my body- I have brown hair that reaches the small of my back- I have brown eyes that I have a love hate relationship with- I recently gained a round pink scar on my hand from curling a friend's hair- one of my oldest scars is on my thigh from crawling through a bush during a wide game at Scouts and getting cut by something. It needed three plasters, I was quite impressed.- I have lots of moles that I am pretty fond of, though I have favourites.  - I tan easily (1/4 Indian whoop whoop)- My eyelashes are a nice length?- I am starting to slowly learn to not despise and hate my body...Yellow: 7 facts about my childhood- I was very happy most of the time- I have always loved to make other people happy- My sister and I took it in turns bullying each other (totally in a loving and not manipulative way >.>)- My mum got ill with M.E a month before my 6th birthday and I still remember being upset that she went to my sister's birthday party in January but couldn't come to mine so Nana (her mum) had to come instead.- My brother and I grew up pretty fast because we needed to be able to take care of some things at home.- I adored acting games and played them all the time with my friends at school and my sister at home.- At one point in primary school I got recruited by a couple of other people in my year into joining a very weird club called the Big Bird Club (or BBClub) they believed there was a giant bird in one of the trees as you could see what looked like a giant nest in it and they had to obey it's orders and we were basically little agents. It was a very strange game that I was always concerned about the other kids in it because they seemed to take it very seriously and I felt like I was lying to them when I added things as they honestly acted like they believed it all.Orange: 6 facts about my home town.- It's pretty close to London- It has a pretty good town centre- There's a statue of Queen Victoria in it but she's facing away from the town and towards the station as it was the only part of it she liked- There's a statue of a lion in a garden who's legs are walking the wrong way which supposedly caused the artist to kill himself in shame- (Honestly why did they choose this one for 6 facts??) It's rated as one of the best places to live in England for jobs and raising a family- It hasn't got the best reputation from a lot of people but we get kind of defensive about it :PRed: 5 facts about my first bestfriend(s).- My very first ones were friends I made due to church as my parents were good friends with their parents- Only one of them would I still count as one of my best friends as the others I no longer see or talk to very often unfortunately- One of my longest oldest best friends I met in Primary School she joined in Year 2. There were three of us who were practically glued to the hip throughout most of Primary School!- One of my first bestfriends and I were often mistaken for twins as we looked slightly uncannily alike. It caused us no end of joy. We still struggle to identify ourselves in some photos of the two of us.- I have always mainly had female best friends a part from one of my longest friends who I've known since he was born. We have a relationship that is oddly like my mum's and his dad's! Very much like siblings.Pink: 4 facts about my parents.- My mum is half Indian and half English- My dad is Irish by blood but lived in London as his Dad was an M.P in Belfast but mostly had to work in London- My Dad has undiagnosed aspergers and my Mum has M.E- They met at a party in their 20's and after their first date my dad sent her flowers which she found incredibly sweet.White: 3 facts about my personality.- I will mother anyone and have been told I'm weirdly easy to talk to- I love to be happy and get excited easily- My sense of humour ranges of the ridiculous to being very dry and sarcastic.Grey: 2 facts about my favourite things- I love baking, I love seeing people appreciate things that I've made and enjoy the process of putting on happy music and being busy in a kitchen- I love stories! Books or films or people telling them, I enjoy experiencing stories as I have good suspension of disbelief I get engrossed easily!Black: 1 fact about the person you like- they don't exist. they are void. 

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5,8,9,10,11,15,29,34,35,37,48,54,63,66,68,71,72,73,80,85,90,98 am i getting any better at this ask thing? :L

Haha! Well you've worked out the ask button :P

5) Last time I cried? Yesterday! Talking to my mum after counselling :)

8) Self Harmed? A little...

9) I lost someone who was like an Uncle to me when I was around 7.

10) I was depressed for a couple of years but I've been getting so much better this year! Still a bit there but I'm working on it ^^ Actually been so much better the past month :D

11) already done this one!

15) I've made a few new friends this year! Made some at New Wine and a whole bunch at Oliver rehearsals :D

29) Answered this one too :)

34) Nothing is on my nerves right now!

35) I don't know! I have Tab for a Cause so I no longer see my top websites but I'd presume Tumblr :P

37) Don't have a nickname! Well bar a bunch of Oliver people calling me Chairs after a mistype >.>

48) I like most aspects of my personality ^^

54) I have two best friends I've had for a looong time, one is called Helen and we were best friends from when we were three until we were about 13. The other is David who I met as a baby and we're still best friends now ^^

63) Waiting for? CHRISTMAS!

66) Future career? I have no idea!

68) Already answered this one!

71) I'd rather romantic and spontaneous. Both have merits but you can do exciting things planned too!

72) Nice stomach or nice arms? Probably arms?? 

73) Sensitive or Loud? Depends! And you can totally be both :P I don't think I'd mind :)

80) No I'm pretty certain I've never broken anyone's heart!

85) I have fallen for a friend! My ex was a friend first

90) FATHER CHRISTMAS IS REAL

98) Out of everything in the world what would I wish for? Honestly probably something really cliche like for World Peace or for everyone to find Christ and realise just how amazing and special and loved they are. Woo!!

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26-60 plz

Okey dokey crazy person...! Well done on working out the ask button! Oh gosh that is a ridiculous amount of questions...

27. things i hateMarmite, ignorance, human trafficking, war 28. i'll love you if...You give me hugs and play with my hair :P29. favourite film(s)SO MANY! Princess Bride, The Avengers, A Knight's Tale, Easy A, Guys and Dolls, a ridiculous number of Disney or Pixar or Dreamworks films, pretty much any musical...  Gosh so many more as well!

30. favourite tv show(s)Currently: M*A*S*H, Supernatural, Gilmore Girls, Friends, Castle31. 3 random factsI have myalgic encephelomyelitisI was in a professional play when I was in Year 4I know an insane amount of song lyrics...32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?Mainly girls :)33. something you want to learnHow to learn languages...34. most embarrassing momentWay too many to pick a single most embarrassing one!35. favourite subjectNot sure what my favourite was but my favourites were, English Lit, Biology, Geography, Drama, 36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?travel to each continent (my list of countries I want to visit is a bit ridiculous :P)Get a fun and fulfilling jobGet married and have a family37. favourite actor/actressI don't really have one! My favourite actress currently is probably Emma Stone?38. favourite comedian(s)Michael McIntyre, Reginald D. Hunter and Shappi Khorsandi!!39. favourite sport(s)Swimming and Dancing! 40. favourite memoryCould never choose one!41. relationship statusSingle42. favourite book(s)Again waaay too many!! The Hobbit, The Scarlet Pimpernel, The Vorkosigan Saga, The Harry Potter series I'M GOING TO STOP NOW I COULD SO EASILY GO ON

43. favourite song everDon't have one I have tons :P44. age you get mistaken forI don't? I've never had someone presume I was an very different age.45. how you found out about your idolI don't have one?46. what my last text message saysLast one recieved or sent? Recieved was about my puppy sitting starting up again sent was: Gone to a friend's so won't be able to!47. turn onsIntelligence and a good sense of humour48. turn offsIgnorance, narcissism, cruelty 49. where i want to be right nowI'd love to be on a sunny holiday with my friends50. favourite picture of your idolI don't have one!!51. starsignTaurus52. something i'm talented atSinging and tripping over myself53. 5 things that make me happyFriendsFamilyFoodMusicPerforming54. something that's worrying me at the momentI have a few friends who I'm currently worried about! 56. favourite food(s)Chocolate, Duck, Roast Pork, Prawns, Fruit57. favourite animal(s)Snakes, Wolves, Leopards (Okay I love all big cats but leopards were the first I fell in love with!), Spider Monkeys... I love most animals :P

58. description of my best friendI have a couple and they're all AMAZING! Funny and clever and sweet and completely mad!

59. why i joined tumblrnatabob she spent sixth form dragging everyone she knew on to it :P60. ask me anything you wantYou missed a trick there :P 

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a-z pls

You either really like knowing about me or are just very lovely :PMy computer froze when I reached W and I had to shut it down... Ugh! Redo it all >>A - Available? TechnicallyB - Birthday? 22nd April :)C - Crushing on? No-oneD - Drink you last had? General or alcoholic? Water or vodka and orange :)E - Easiest person to talk to? Probably my mum or sister :)F - Favourite song? I love way too many!!!G - Grade Year I hated? Gonna go with year 13, Having to drop out a missing so much of it due to health issues was just awful.H - Hometown? ReadingI - Ice cream flavour? Cookies and Cream or Cookie Dough :3J - Jellybean flavour? Lemon and Orange K - Killed someone? We hide the bodies in the cellar.L- Longest friendship? 20 years ^^M - Milkshake flavour? If Shakeaways count then skittles! I don't like most milkshakes...N - Number of siblings? 2, an older brother and a younger sisterO - One wish? Earthly revivalP - Person who called me last? I think my friend Charli?Q - Question your always asked? How do you spell that? (My name...)R - Reason to smile? I got the sun in the morning and the moon at night! Hehe!S - Song I last sung? I Got the Sun in the Mornin' :P T - Time you woke up? bit before 9:15 I think!U - Umbrella colour? A bright sunny yellow ^^V - Very best friend? I have a couple :3 I've been very blessed!W - Which celebrity I’d marry? None without getting know them a little better :PX - X-rays I had? Two teeth ones and a chest x-ray after having severe chest pain.Y - Your last time you cried? Saturday! Spent a lot of time this past week crying :P New Wine always brings the tears out of me :PZ - Zodiac sign? Taurus... I don't believe in zodiacs and horoscopes! (she says sitting in a t-shirt with the Aries sign on it.. First t-shirt I picked up was my Aradia one :P)

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it's that time again, 1-69plz my lovely.

1:Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?Probably

2:Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?Yes

3:What if I told you that you were pretty?Aman, it would be like any other day

4:Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?Yes

5:Are you interested in anyone right now?Yes

6:What are you looking forward to in the next week?Getting paid

7:Do you want to be single?Not really, I don't mind it though

8:Did you go out or stay in last night?Stayed in and watched Rocky

9:How late did you stay up last night?about midnight

10:Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?No xD

11:Last three things you had to drink?Orange Squash, water, oasis

12:Have you pretended to like someone?Maybe back in school. If you mean like as in be nice to someone, all the time at work

13:Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?Nope

14:Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?Probably

15:Is it hard for you to get over someone?No more hard than it is for others

16:Think back five months ago, were you single?Muhhh

17:What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?Putting promotional stickers on 101 bars of chocolate

18:Hold hands with anyone this week?Nope

19:Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?I don't wanna sound dependent or anything, but I wouldn't want to go without it for the rest of my life

20:What would you name your future daughter?Erin or Erica. I like names beginning with E

21:Do you miss anyone?Yeah

22:Have you kissed three or more people in one night?Nope

23:Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?I think so?

24:Are you good at hiding your feelings?I'd say so

25:Have you ever cried from being so mad?Nope

26:Who did you last see in person?Erm, my mum

27:Are you listening to music right now?Yes. You know if you're the one that made me listen to it

28:What is something you currently want right now?Haircut

29:What is the last thing you said out lot?Night night

30:How is your heart lately?Regular

31:Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?If need be

32:Are you wearing socks?No

33:What do people call you?Steven or Steve or Stevie. Sometimes milk, but not for a long time now

34:Will you talk to the person you like tonight?Ermmm, not sure

35:Are there any stressful situations in your life?Yes

36:Who did you last share a bed with?Alex? I can't remember. Maybe someone at a party

37:Did you do something bad today?Depends who you ask

38:When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?I can't remember, I tend to forget, probably a week or so ago xD

39:Do you get stressed out easily?Nah

40:Will you sing today?Always

41:Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?Yeh

42:Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?Anyone really

43:Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?Nope

44:What are you listening to right now?This beauty. Genuinely inspiring to me

45:What is wrong with you right now?One of my toes is sorta aching

46:What is on your wrists right now?Hair

47:Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?Sim got it for me for Secret Santa a few years ago

48:What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?Chocolate!

49:Do you make wishes at 11:11?Nope

50:Are you a good artist?Nah

51:Love really is a beautiful thing huh?yh

52:Do you miss the way things were six months ago?No. Although I always feel too busy, six months ago was not a very fun time

53:Ever been on a golf cart?Nope

54:Do you have trust issues?Probably. I trust everyone

55:Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?David, Ellis, Paulynne, Floe

56:Do you own something from Hot Topic?Not that I'm aware of

57:Do you use chap stick?Nope

58:Have you ever slapped someone in the face?Buttery biscuit base

59:Do you have a little sister?No

60:Have you ever been to New York?Not yet

61:Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?Nope. But I think he knew I knew that

62:Have you hugged someone within the last week?Probably

63:What were you doing at midnight last night?tumblr

64:Have you ever regretted kissing someone?No

65:Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?All my friends

66:Were your last three kisses from the same person?I think so

67:Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?No

68:Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?Either or really. If I'm asleep, I'm asleep, I don't care if there's another body there

69:Will next Friday be a good one?Dunno, hopefully