#uknowhowitgoes

[tresselslief]

i already feel very sleepy

but i dont feel like to sleep

feel somewhat upset

idk let's just say im just emotionally a mess ahaha

i think i do have some triggers

they remind me how much i dont want to live in this world?

or this life -- idk maybe the problem is whatever chemicals or gene in me idk

im tired with myself sometimes

tired with how some things affect me emotionally

tired to feel

tired of all these bs

it'd be much convenient if i could just be detached and respond things rationally/logically

idk