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//Right, so... I haven't been here for a while! And haven't connected with Riku or any muse recently. I started a Gladiolus blog but haven't roleplayed with anyone, and I still want to! I want to write so much but I'm in a bit of a bind with art and stuff right now. It's a little sad but I know it'll come back eventually. Just need to keep practicing. Other than that, I'm going to try and?? Be more active?? This blog has turned into my personal again and I want to use it more specifically for Riku and his head canons and for what he likes but we're similar so it hasn't overlapped much. Anywayyy, I've been moved out for about a year now and I haven't died! That's an interesting feat to me. I didn't think I'd be living on my own so soon, but here we are, and it's been good with Aiden. I've been working so I'm really thankful I've have a job and a place to stay and Internet and basic things. Random update, but I'll try to get back to an active status soon. It's been too long.

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//Man, I haven’t roleplayed in literal years, feels good to stretch my fingers with it again!

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//not to be Like That™ right now or whatever tf but my period and uterus need to seriously fuck off its Christmas Eve this has been going on HEAVY for 3 days now I had to call out of work bc I cannot fucking sleep and I'm waiting to see if my boss will fire me for calling out actually I don't even fucking know I hate Showmars lmao it sucks I hate how my boss feels like I need to feel obligated to do shit bc she offers me advice and cares too much BITCH. MIND YO BUSINESS DAVID.

Also no lie skipping out of family Christmas this year bc I don't want to feel like shit after (I need therapy real bad, every time I see them it's like ripping open this old wound and I bleed out every time into a pool of anxiety and depression bc I remember when they yelled at me and sent me to school for cutting and I fucking hate it I hate it so fucking much) but I know they're gonna make me feel bad EVEN THO I'm a grown ass adult and I don't owe them shit bc they haven't given me SHIT and ignored me for a majority of my fucking life so. Whatever. It's fine. I'll delete this later. Hope y'all are having a great holiday season. It's been a while since I've lurked on here--hope things have been awesome for you guys

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// Jeez I went through all of rams old stuff and liked a shitton oop but its all so good...no regrets

// Dont mind I'm crawling back into bed gnight /snores/

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You never loved me

You never loved me

How does this work? How can you come from parts unknown, take parts of me to make yourself whole? Take a look at me, my love; I’ve been desolated. I am wrenched and I see you faded. You’ve gone but these memories haven’t. We stood by the ocean, it was the sun set and I never knew was so in love with you. You said my hair was too short, my thoughts were too deep but all I could see was the…

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// What event(s) do you guys think Riku would participate in during the Olympics? What do you think he would be really good at??

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//Y'all you don’t understand how protective I get of my muse or like how proud I am of him for becoming a master he deserved it and for his character growth in KH3DS is it four years late for this YES IT FUCKING IS BUT I LOVE RIKU SO MUCH GUYS

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//I'm gonna rewrite that post I did for the holidays--just because I know I can word vomit and I know what I want to say but haven't been good with saying it--revising time!