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Ok I'm gonna avoid capslocking. And just list down my thoughts over the main three like a normal person who watched the most normalest show ever
* this episode did a really good job turning around the perception towards Jax n pomni to me. Like I know someone obsessed w these two will do a much better job talking about their relationship in depth so I'll just go to ragatha again bc WHO ELSSE DO YOU THINK I AM but holy shit y'all. In the back of my mind, ever since ep 5 I've had a firm belief that ragatha was jealous of both pomni and jax. Admitting that she thinks shes failed them both WAS EVERYTHING TOO MEEEEEE LIKE YESSSSSS. im a grubby little fucking poly shipper and THIS IS ALL I NEED TO BELIEVE IT CAN WORK. SOMEHOW. I DONT FUCKING CARE IF JAX. IS GONNA ABSTRACT BITCH YOU WONT. PEOPLE CARE ABOUT YOU AND YOU HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT AND ITS SO FRUSTRATING THAT HE KEEPS LOOKING AT A GIFT HORSE IN THE MOUTH !!!!!!! I have zero idea on what irredeemable thing he's gonna do and if that's gonna change my perception of anything after this episode. But damn. Congrats Jax I don't hate you that much anymore don't die or whatever
You still fucking owe everyone an apology though
* Can I be honest I hated that mf rabbit (surprising I know) but it just feels so relieving to see him get knocked down a peg. However this is getting me feeling a bit bitter bc ragatha was almost dealt the same during ep 5 and ended up getting discoursed to hell and back and I just know this stupid purple twinks not gonna be getting that same harsh level of criticism. If anything he's the one that's gonna hate it the most himself like by God is he desperate to make people think there's nothing more to what he appears to be outside. The implication that this has happened multiple times and he doesn't care enough to reach back anymore... fuck you man. ragatha seeing all these people reach out to him only for him to push them away and him doin the same thing to her. Yeah whatever I'm jumping
* AND POMNI 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 IM SOOOOO SOOO SORRY FOR EVER DISTRUSTING YOU GIRL. she really is like the fucking. I don't know what to say. THE FACT THAT SHE REACHED OUT TO RAGATHA AND RAGATHA WAS THE ONE TO TURN DOWN HER OFFER @#$!!__(+#!#????? hi yeah. And she really is just trying to make bonds w everyone here 😭 fuuuuckkkk. One thing to mention though. If this is her other side that goose was talking about, well. I don't know, that felt tame Lmao. Ok I probably will wanna rewatch the ep to confirm that but it really does feel like she's just doing all That to get on jaxs good side. Is it crazy to say I could see ragatha taking pomnis place if the time was set way back? Jax said it himself, pomni sounded like ragatha. I'm going to kill everyone.
* this bears repeating..but pomni is so good guys. If anyone is ever mean to her again I'm gonna rip their limbs off.
* however there is some interesting things to consider w the theories of how she could've taken things too far. I think it would've been fun to explore a possible flaw w her but I understand where we're at. I still really hope she just won't end up a therapist friend though.
* also the WEDDING IS BACK ON. RAGAPOM NATION WE ARE SAVEDDDDD!!!!!!! THE YURI IS NO LONGER DOOMED THEYRE GONNA MAKE OUT IN THE NEXT EPISODE TRUST!!!!!!!
* I got the genuine heart felt talk with Ragatha so NOW I wanna see her get mad 😌‼️ give me jax exploding on her and saying she won't get it or that no one else will and have HER explodin back at him that FUCK YOU she's INTRICATELY AWARE OF WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO HATE YOURSELF TO THE POINT WHERE IT SEEMS LIKE YOURE NEVER GONNA BE WORTH ANYONE'S TIME. I don't have time to unpack all that but it's there.
“This is SO COOL!!”
“WHERE DID YOU GET A GUN?!”
“Don’t worry about the specifics and run, Churro.”
Determined to pass at sport clips I transferred my money from my regular blue wallet with butterflies to a wallet in the shape of a game boy color, wore cargo pants to fit my necessities in the pockets of, left my tote bag in the car, and wore a binder with a 2xl t-shirt today despite it being 80 degrees. Also didn't shave my face last night as I originally www going to just let it be a little messy by more noticeable
It did in fact work :) I got gendered properly by the employee who told the other employee "he has a coupon" which is 99% good news
jinu is a careless sleeper.
living in poverty, his sleep was a wreck. constantly waking in the middle of the night to strange sounds or unexpected pets or things happening outside that were too loud.
once he entered the palace life, i would imagine gwi-ma gave him a good handful of nights nights without haunting whispers of his failure and guilt where he finally fell asleep solidly for the first time in his life. he reveled in sleeping in. he reveled in staying up late.
and then the voices filled his head. there are days where they aren't so loud. those are the times he can rest. although, rest of a demon is different than rest for a human, but rest is still welcome.
returning surface side to carry out the boy band plan, the workload + waking up early to do shit is physically and mentally taxing, so just the exhaustion can easily take over him completely, allowing him to just knock the fuck out no matter how loud gwi-ma's voices. that means he falls asleep anywhere if the tiredness is too overwhelming: on the couch, at the kitchen counter, in the car, at the table. more often than not, one or more of the sajas will find him with his glasses still on, his head propped up with a hand as he's dozing on the couch with a laptop in his lap or phone in hand while he's in the middle of doing work smh
edit - have a sleepy guy
It's time I posted a little shoutout for someone I really admire in this lil RPC..... their posts are always wonderful and they bring such a warmth to the dash ..... *DRUM ROLL*
impromptu grab-bagish splatband hcs
Warabi
VC: salesperson bbq ena
He/him mainly but mostly anything goes. Unlabeled but under nb umbrella and appears to swing both ways, either aroaspec or just uninterested
A sly, smug aura. Seems very laid back most times, kind of like he has a feeling how everything is going to play out. A lot of times he comes across as someone who doesn’t take much seriously.
However he is a very opinionated and passionate person. There are some things he could rant on about for ages and some circumstances break this cool and collected presentation. Other times it seems to fall apart for no reason and Warabi randomly gets really emotive and excited.
He can be very cryptic, contradictory and argumentative, esp with Ikkan
While kind of frustrating to work with, he does care for many- and likes them, he wouldn’t do any long term work with someone he hates!! He will stand up for them and encourage them more directly when required.
He is a little more straightforward when interacting with Marina and Paul, showing a more more tender thoughtful side that he usually challenges others to pry out into the open.
In general it seems his more mischievous streak is his way of guiding others to answers/thoughts he cannot share directly for one reason or another. Why? To avoid more friction? Increase it to get the desired reaction? Because it's funny? Unintentional??
Likes weird flavor convos and experimenting w/ food mixtures. Would make battery acid spaghetti and the like out of curiosity
Yoko:
Flat voice, if a little sad-sounding
She/her trans lesbian
Not super emotive but always seems at least a little gloomy, anxious or tired. Many unfamiliar with her are often blown away by her bombastic performances as the contrast her demeanor off the stage.
A bit insecure which causes her to become more closed off. However it is kind of a negative cycle because this makes her more worried.
Struggles with chronic depression and fatigue, both becoming worse in certain weather and temperatures. Both are influenced by the same condition that allows her to change her ink color in different segments. Music is her one escape.
Gets sick more than others, not too often but just enough to be notable.
Needs a lot of verbal validation and communication, she has a hard time picking up on more subtle cues. It embarrasses her but most assure her it’s all fine
Likes a lot of sweets. Mainly digs light fruity flavors and fluffy desserts but will go with something more decadent every now and then. Favorite fruit is strawberry or mango.
Dating Karen.
Has a younger sister who is a total ray of sunshine
Prefers coffee but would go for an iced green tea on a summer afternoon
Likes temperate weather the most. Colder stormy weather makes her depression and other symptoms worse but super hot weather is very uncomfortable too...
Doesn't smoke, only drinks in moderation