#unexpressive

[stardreamer-emojis]

Unexpressive Feelings

I know many creators have made emojis like these before. But these were not inspired by any particular one of them

Plus I just wanted to make my own for myself to use

[drownedinstardust]

WHYYYYY ISSS ITTTT SOOOO HARDDD TOOOO EXPRESSS YOURRRR EMOTIONSSSSS ?!?!?!?!???!?!????

[gypsyastronaut]

[mytruthhere-blog]

Swallow the pain away,

Its funny the way people can think you have no feelings, that you don't break, that you don't hurt like they do. That pain only comes to them and not you, just because you don't spill your guts to everyone and express everything.

Let me give you a cheer, a long clap, for being able to express yourself without any difficulty.

Congrats.

Let me clap for you, cheer on you, support you, give you my shoulder to cry on.

But watch me swallow my pain away, because I am braver, bolder than you.

Try my 'empty' shoe, for once.

[meprincessa-blog]

"sana hindi ka na lumaki"

Exactly the same line I used to hear from papa kapag naglalambing sya. Literally, hindi na nga ako lumaki by height. But I did grow up. I learn to make decisions on my own, do things on my own. Go places without their permission, dress according to my own fashion statement, traverse the road of life on my own. In short, I'm not that little girl who used to listen to what they'd say and do things according to their will. 

But that doesn't mean I don't need them anymore. I actually need them more today and the coming days than the yesterdays of my life. I may be hard headed and selfish at times, I may have disappointed them and give them heart breaks, I never plan to leave them, iniisip ko pa nga lang naiiyak na ko e. Even when the day comes I have to marry and build my own family, I'd still be their little girl. I may not be too expressive and generation gap may be giving us a distance, Lord knows how much I love my parents. I long for their warm embrace when in pain, I want to run to them in times of trouble.

And I know they're the only person who has the answer to all my questions. Unfortunately, most of the time I do not have the courage to go and ask them. Until I learned to find the answers myself. Pero just the same, may mga times lang talaga na sa kanila padin ako humanahanp ng sagot.

At humuhugot ng lakas sa mga panahong na mahina ako. 

Ma and pa,

You should know mahal na mahal ko po kayo. At kahit na mag asawa na ko at magkapamilya, I will always go back to you as you are forever my strength. You are my ideal parents. Imagine, hindi naman tayo blood related but you took care of me and raised me more than your own. 

Lastly, I hope someday you'd be able to read this and know that I am thankful more than the days of my life that it's you who picked me up when I was left, 24 years ago. I love you both and I'd forever will.

Love,

Forever your baby. ♥

[theyuniversity]

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