#unillen

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// Nil: *has a mean thought*

Nil, whispering to himself: dont be an asshole dont be an asshole dont be an asshole 

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Meet the People in My Muse’s Life!

🌻 - Their Father

Av: “Albjorn! He was very tall, just like Theo, and he had red hair and green eyes. His voice was usually quiet, but commanding, but when he was loud it was like thunder. He was the most selfless person I’ve ever known, and I wouldn’t be here without him.”

Nil: “Relur? Who the fuck cares, he never did a thing for me. He wasn’t a parent at all, and if he’s not dead yet then I’ll be the one to end it.”

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⚜ (Nil and Samia)

⚜  Our muses are lost in the woods when they hear ghostly voices/singing

Nil briefly wondered how he’d let himself get stuck here with Samia, more angry with himself than the Bosmer. They’d been walking for so long he wouldn’t be surprised if they’d strolled into another province. 

“Anything look familiar yet?” Nil questioned, glancing sideways at the elf.

The voices started softly, then, and he strained to make sense of it. A trick of his mind, he thought, reminding himself to feed when they found a town or a village. But when the singing persisted he grew anxious, tightening his jaw and looking for the source of the noise. 

“Please tell me you hear that too.” 

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For Nil: The kind of person who is kind and understanding and would never give up on you.

Send me the kind of person you think I’d date!

“Wow... That would be nice, yes.” Unillen looked off, clearly daydreaming.

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Nil you're not anything special to Nelos you know that right? He likes everyone he meets, the only reason he doesn't hate you like everyone else is because he's incapable of feeling hatred for anyone. You're no different to him than Adarian is.

It was a thought he’d had before, one that he could usually distract himself from.

“I-I’m nothing like him.” Unillen faltered, because he knew that he was wrong. He was made to be cold and he built his walls around his heart from years of pointed detachment to any emotional situation. How could he know how to make Nelos, or anyone else, happy? Unillen loved him, but he knew that was never enough from a person like him.

“Leave me alone.” He stormed past the stranger and left in search of Nelos

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College AU, for Nil: It is with regret that we have to inform you that you have been let go from your current position in the school. We feel that your professionalism is to be questioned in regards to the other teachers. It is of course negotiable, but as it stands now, we've decided that it is best this way.

Unillen stared at the note in disbelief. They never even had a meeting with him in regards to the issue. “My professionalism?” He questioned out loud, despite his empty room. His relationship with his colleagues was not warm, just casual talk about weekends or poor jokes and fake laughter. He had spent years to be where he is now, and this was absolutely outrageous.

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Enduril, for both, because... why not ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Drop me a character name and I’ll reveal my muse’s heart...

Avlana

VISUAL ATTRACTIVENESS: 💗💗💗💗💗(purely aesthetic appreciation of looks): 

💗💗💗💗  “What can I say? My friends are cute.”

FRIENDSHIP LEVEL: 💗💗💗💗💗(how close a friend they consider them)

💗💗💗💗💗  “I trust him more than anyone.”

SEXUAL DESIRE: 💗💗💗💗💗(wanting to have sex with them)

💗  “Nope. Too weird.”

ROMANTIC INTENT: 💗💗💗💗💗(hoping for a romantic relationship)

💔  “He’s my best friend.”

Unillen

VISUAL ATTRACTIVENESS: 💗💗💗💗💗(purely aesthetic appreciation of looks)

💗💗💗  “He’s not unattractive.”

FRIENDSHIP LEVEL: 💗💗💗💗💗(how close a friend they consider them)

💗  “We are not close.”

SEXUAL DESIRE: 💗💗💗💗💗(wanting to have sex with them)

💗💗  “I wouldn’t reject the idea. I also would not initiate it.”

ROMANTIC INTENT: 💗💗💗💗💗(hoping for a romantic relationship)

💗💗  “He can be charming, occasionally. It’s an interesting thought, I guess.”

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Nil, you know you'll never amount to anything, right? Everyone who's met you already knows what a waste of time you are. The probably regret having ever bothered with the likes of you. It's probably why they all treated you the way they did.

The Dunmer’s shoulders dropped as he contemplated the words. He was tempted, almost, to agree with them. He stopped himself, and narrowed his eyes at the stranger. “No matter the reason, I am glad that those people are gone from my life, you insufferable fool.” He barked, crossing his arms across his chest. He would not let himself go back, he was getting better, slowly, and that counted for something, no matter what this stranger thought.