Jul 8, 2022
i’ll have 20 missed calls and won’t answer my messages for a week as a laugh but if i call someone and they don’t answer the first time i will immediately assume it’s because they’re dead
#brain always goes 0 to 100 literally even if it’s like. oh mum just ran across the road to the shop for milk and forgot her phone.#i’ll be CONVINCED there was a freak accident at the crossing and that she got hit by a car until she comes home. like it’s that bad.#thinking maybe i have some unpack ptsd related to when this happened and the person *was* dead & another similar incident but. anyway.#unpacked*