This is why I can't make friends...Yeah I become good friends with someone or a group of people at first, then they do one of these:
get bored of me
see me for the bitch I am and leave
stay friends (this is a rare occurrence)
do something stupid that makes me really upset
act perverted towards me (seriously I'm a fucking ugly troll so why do I get all that attention)
end up just kidding about being my friend because they think it's fun to pick on the pathetic "shy" girl
hate me because of something stupid I did... (that's my favorite one...sarcasm...)
Actually I'm not necessarily "shy". I refuse to talk to people sometimes because everything that comes out of my mouth is used against me. Then I become the bad guy.
I always lose everything.
I've decided that everything bad that happens to me...I deserve.
I can't even keep friends.
So what's the fucking point...