Any insecure or upset Louis fics ? Thanks !
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A Summer of Us by LouisandHarryandLove:
Summary: Louis couldn’t help that he was basically a bundle of nerves all the time. He had too many thoughts and too many worries, but too few friends to share them with.
So when Louis’ mom told him he could invite a friend to the beach house his family was renting for the summer, he couldn’t help but panic.
But this year was different. This year he knew exactly who he wanted to invite, if he could just get up the nerve to ask the pretty curly haired boy who had been so nice to him for the past four months.
Little does Louis know, he’s in for one of the best and most transformative summers of his life.
Word count: 47,809
Every time that you get undressed (I hear symphonies in my head) by theboyfriendstagram:
Summary: “Hi.”, Louis says and Harry doesn’t answer. The taller boy takes the cigarette from Louis’ fingers and places it between his own lips.
Louis doesn’t fight it, because Harry looks hot when he smokes.
“Why are you sad, Louis?”
Louis blinks up at the question taking him by surprise. The smoke vanishes in the air and he’s now face to face with Harry, who seems to be closer now.
“I’m not sad.”, he lies.
Harry stares at him for a moment, before he takes another drag from the cigarette and leans down so he’s at the same eye level with Louis.
And okay, now Louis panics.
OR an AU in which Harry is the typical frat boy who doesn’t believe in love but falls for the insecure mess that is Louis.
Word count: 12,009
Take me down with you by harrystylesandstuff:
Summary: Louis is fine. He just happens to walk to the suicide bridge of Bristol at least once a week, just happens to be dealing with a lot of anxiety, and just happens to be done with life. But he’s fine.
Everything is just fine until a mysterious guy starts showing up every time he tries to kill himself, and he should be very scared, but he’s somehow very glad to have company. Until he’s not.
AU where Louis tries to kill himself multiple times but he’s not very good at it, Harry keeps showing up out of nowhere, and maybe life isn’t as bad as it looks sometimes.
Word count: 107,872
The Worst Things Beautiful by shewantstoplayhearts:
Summary: "We are beautiful souls. God Dammit, we are fucking young, we are alive, and we are true. We’re young enough to say “fuck the world” and throw our souls into love. We will never be this young and free again. It’s just you and me and me and you and the entire world.”
Or, the one where Louis’ suffering from depression and Harry wants to save him.
Word count: 6,548
i talk out loud like you’re still around by vaultingus:
Summary: louis sighs into empty air and takes pictures for indie labels and promises himself he’ll be better this time. harry still has pink lips but they used to smile so much more and he does his best work when he’s in a war with the camera. it’s hard to be found when you don’t think you’re lost.
Word count: 24,693
like a timebomb ticking by infinitelymint:
Summary: Louis loses everything. Harry’s still there.
Word count: 31,734
Fading by tothemoonmydear:
Summary: Louis knows about beauty; the combination of qualities that pleases the aesthetic senses. He creates that combination every day in the garments he designs while studying fashion at uni. The cut of the design, the color of the fabric, the intricacy of the stitching; it all comes together to create something beautiful. When the science student with the long legs and dimpled smile agrees to model for him, Louis decides he’s found beauty personified. Harry just thinks Louis needs someone to show him how beautiful he is.
Word count: 202,393
Eventide Intrigue by orphan_account:
Summary: Perrie casually asks to paint Louis’ nails one night when she, Louis, Harry, and Zayn are all hanging out together. Louis is unsure about but finds himself going along with it.
Louis soon realizes he really loves the way the nail polish looks on him. It makes him feel pretty and delicate. He can’t stop running his thumbs over the smooth glossy surface of his nails.
But these feeling don’t come without a flood of insecurity and anxiety. Harry of course is as supportive as ever, but Louis soon finds himself needing more.
Word count: 40,275
Big, Bright World by RealName:
Summary: It really was just a little crush in the beginning, nothing to be worried about. Louis had never really liked anyone he’d worked with in the past, but he was sure he could control himself. Little did he know that over time his ‘little crush’ would develop into a blazing inferno of Hell-fire proportions. Every day, Louis’ feelings became more intense, more immediate, each little smile and gesture and silly flirtation mounting up into something palpable, with a life of its own. Louis felt it every moment they were together.
The only problem? Harry was engaged to someone else and had been from the moment Louis started working at Visionary.
Word count: 35,756
Underneath the Moon by orphan_account:
Summary: In five years’ time, Louis would be the one saying to his students about how he knew the great Harry Styles, in a time before he had ever put out an album or performed on a real stage. Harry fucking Styles had been his best friend and he still loved him, he always would. But they couldn’t stay that way.
(Or, Louis and Harry are best friends until Louis goes to London while Harry tours Europe. It was going as planned until they unintentionally messed everything up, but it might be for the best.)
Word count: 46,927