Aug 12, 2015
Man, what is with me? I haven’t updated a story in a little over a month, this isn’t like me, I just can’t focus on my stories as of lately, I don’t know if maybe I have two many stories on my plate as it is or what.
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Man, what is with me? I haven’t updated a story in a little over a month, this isn’t like me, I just can’t focus on my stories as of lately, I don’t know if maybe I have two many stories on my plate as it is or what.
Chris Pratt Runs In Heels
ooc: Okay, so I just got the update~
Ugh, I'm tired but I'm also not tired at the same time...
Things I want to do: Make a wall collage christmas tree Get stoned Go christmas shopping Things I don't want to do: Study for all my finals Eat Things I cannot do: Make a wall collage christmas tree Get stoned Go christmas shopping Things I have to do: Study for all my finals Eat
Waiting for them to call me back but. Fucking doctors guys. I have an appointment today with my primary at 10:30 and they call me this morning going “we saw you on the schedule, why are coming in?”
UHM? Cause I’m fucking sick. I’m in pain. And YOU told me to come in! Now you’re shocked I am? Then they (the medical assistant not the doctor) call me back going “we’ll there’s nothing we can do all your tests are normal so maybe it’s anxiety. I know my body does weird things when I have anxiety attacks”
Shut up. Please. I have talked to a psychiatrist. I am not you. Pain this bad is not made up. I was laying in bed last night, writhing, crying because I hurt so bad. And you're telling me "Uhm, sorry too bad. Sucks to be you."? No. You're my doctor. Tell me what to do
Okay they called while I was typing this and I talked to the doctor instead of the medical assistant. She told me point blank she’s out of ideas. Goes “nothing is coming back, you appear healthy” and I reminded her that my CRP levels are high and she goes “well then obviously there’s something going on” well NO SHIT?
She ended up siding with my gastro in the end and wants me to go to my neurologist. Who I just don’t have a ton of faith in but. What else can I do right now?
GOD JUST CANCELED MY ACTION
I OPENED A NEW TAB TO BECAUSE I WAS GOING TO DO SOMETHING, BUT NO, 20 SECONDS LATER I FORGET. I BET IT WAS GOING TO BE SOMETHING EPIC. who knows