So I speak Pidgin, what constitutes that my German Grandfather can understand when i do talk, thats if he ever does. Lola says he talks to much and I never hear him much. …Eell, its because we valued the same protocals of instructions and kuleana. If i did talk it was an inquiry to solve a problem or offer help, thats my greatest skill as I get older. Problems get solved. I was given documentation to look at about his life and he then talked up storm. Each a date and location, quite sad and well relatable. Hawaiian men were going through same, but he was stoked as a American and waited for the #BerlinWall to fall. I wanted #kuhaaheo. I never told him but i think that Fawker knew. Every one of my dads seen me as a tool to fix things at great size. Im tiny but I knew hula, electric, water, stones and My family who did Kung Fu Tao Eskrima moved North, so soccer after surfing was my best bet till they let girls enter. You could do boxing so i did kickboxing. But hanai surfing dad Handy taught me in Haena and Kalihiwai, Uncke Val at Pakala always gave me the waves - that was until i was fast enough to fuck dive a 3” thick Progressive pin and scored a Gunner Bear just laps on over heads. I learn to be water. They took me out farther in the black waters like way out, you cant see people! I wouldn’t have to share waves, I had to learn to be an avalanche. [what are you kidding, me im like 75 lbs and four sticks] The huys said, ah you hawaiian , wahine hawaiians they can handle. That was the life of a wahine, handle it, my other Laka sister of her kine, un confident , I always tell her youll have your time, wahine like her they het highest rank than us. Hawaiians Kaua’isns be marching and they no bother her, plus she was a well known steersman at like 14. Others jealous , im like go get your own, but haole caused them to get sick and Asians was like “nē’ mind dem they fāda ones lolo. They dont know Hina. Sometimes be Pele , stick o’o in [hoe] and wedge the waa to glide, uncle Kane Turalde taught her so well. I wish she’ed still race. Gramp said Aussi held Brits accountable for many , a moon after Kalamaku…New London Fest: #VaaInternationals #greatmenempowergirls (at Kauai) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ccy3P1MpqiF/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=