Sorry for being inactive but many stuff have been going on that made me really fucking emotional The biggest one was Anthony's departure from Smosh I of course support him in his decision but us Greeks have a bit of selfishness inside us and I'm no exception My selfish side wants him so badly to stay and make us all happy and I feel like a horrible person for thinking that because he deserves to be happy and have freedom of creativity No I'm not sad that there'll be less Ianthony moments because that's the thing I care less about at the moment also as long as they are best friends they will collab again and that's the only thing that makes me happy at that point I could never think a day like this would come because I can't imagine Ian and Anthony not being the comedic duo of Smosh because that's how it all begun That's why we all loved them and always will I of course deeply love the rest of the Smosh squad and respect them to death but the fact that Anthony is no longer a part of it makes it seem very very weird and there's a huge hole in my heart I'm not angry nor am I sad Maybe a bit of both actually but I'm mostly shocked But as long as Anthony is happy it's more than okay And as long as Ian will be in the videos it's fine I will miss Anthony no matter what but we at least have the old videos he's in and that's honestly enough for me Thanks for hearing what I had to say