#valery talks

[whatwouldvalerydo]

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I have 10 word documents opened.

13 tabs open on my browser.

My phone with notes.

3 different agendas on my desk.

I smoked all the cigarettes, worked daily around 10-12 hours.

This is my life now.

[whatwouldvalerydo]

Yesterday it felt like I couldn't form a straight thought, that's how sick I felt and I spent almost there hours trying to write only to manage 200 words.

Today I still feel out of the loop. Woke up once or twice each hour of the night. Currently trying to gather my thoughts over a cup of coffee.

I want to write but don't know how much I can. Urgh, not my time to shine.

[medicalgalaxy]

New Term, Week 1 review

So, the new term started. To be honest, even though technically i have been at home fro the whole January*except when i had to come to uni for my exam) i didn’t feel rested much. It figures, since first half of the month i spent preparing for exam and having flu. But, probably, my condition, where i feel physically tired comes from the fact, that i only came back home to my city a night before the start of the new semester. Spending the whole day at airports and in flights doesn’t get you much rest, and day before that me and my sister walked so much, our legs were hurting for hours. Fortunately for me, i had 3 lectures at the first day, so i didn’t need to prepare much.

New semester... is tough. It figures, since i have my STEP 1 on June 29th, and exam week will be a savage with pharmacology, pathological anatomy and pathological physiology (not to mention all other subjects i have to pass to even get there). But it’s still tougher than i expected (to be honest, i don’t know what i expected).

1. Every saturday (starting from March) will be spent at uni at my Pre-Step1 preparations and trainings.

2. Schedule is slightly better than last semester, but only slightly. 

3. My science project is a crazy mess that i have to sort out asap.

4. Student concil is all over the place cause we have government inspection coming and everything has to be perfect so i expect long nights stuck at the dean’s office. Not to mention that i want to actually start to work on my projects that i’ve been unable too last term.

5. The amount of information is crazy. You miss 1 class and you have literally 0 idea of what’s going on. I’m already falling behind on my pharmacology and pathology classes and i haven’t even missed it, i just didn’t manage to cover all material in time(plus some genious made it so that those classes are in ONE day in my schedule) 6. My country is in a very severe flu epidemic at the moment. As you can guess, being a med student and going through hospital wards is not the best idea when you have such weak immmune system as i do. So, new term new rule - Go to sleep at 10 am(i’m fooling myself, but at least not later than midnight), eat breakfast, bring food to the uni(since we have nowhere to eat or even buy food), take your vitamins.

As you can see, probably the only thing i don’t worry about is drinking water. That’s the only good habit i had since childhood, i’m always thirsty, so i always have my 2 l a day) During the first week i barely got any rest, so one of the days, when it was already 2 am and i realized that i have to get up in 3 hours and the day before that i barely caught 4 hours of sleep, i just said nope. I went to bed, missed my 1 class and got a good 6 hours sleep. And you know what? The world didn’t end. I missed a class, yes, but i caught up with it later, and at least in my next classes that day i wasn’t a zombie.  Some of my peers can manage solely on coffee, but i’m a lucky fella with ulcer, so i can’t drink coffee more than 1 cup a week, and it’s never black, strong coffee. So no liqud energy for me, only green tea, that i have been drinking for so ling, that it doesn’t quite work as an enegry sourse for me anymore. 

If there is one thing i realized last term, it’s that you should value sleep and health more than anything. Because you’re no use at all when you’re practically comatose. 

How did your first week go?

[thesciencyside]

Im hungry, its 3 am here and my back hurts. woop woop. im just complaining here cuz i dont want to sleep rn.

[brayinghorses]

What I know so far with the illustrious Tumblr Dashboard: Dean is the only one that can call Sam Sammy Bobby is a good guy He is Dean's good real dad John is a little shit Who died Adam is also a little shit They're the Coca-Cola family business YOU'RE A WINCHESTER NOT A LOSE-CHESTER ^That happened once Castiel has badass wings Dean needs to get out of the closet Sam sold his soul to Satan Satan is a cat There are gods There was a god conference once Black elephant WHERE'S THE PIE? ^Happened numerous times Dean & Sam finally have a house Castiel is not smooth They have many costumes Sam looked like he was about to kiss(?) Castiel Dean turned into a vampire And got period pains Sam looks good in white No one knows what Naomi is ... And that's it