Thinking about the first time logan cries during sex with alex (more vanilla sex that our fic) and how worried alex gets about it. Bc alex is a nice guy when it comes to logan. Sees a bit of himself in logan and wants to do right by him… even when fucking him silly
oughhhhhhhhh
i imagine they’re probably in missionary. alex is bearing down. it’s soft and gentle and the mood is right. i think alex might light a scented candle you never know. logan is always a bit too in his head and he’s thinking about it all, the intimacy of the moment, how alex feels inside him, how lucky he is. that’s when the tears slip out. and alex clocks it immediately, before logan can even get his hands up to cover his face. asks him what’s wrong, stops moving.
logan probably brushes it off that he’s just emotional but alex is really prying deep into the source. asks if his consent has changed, if it hurts, if there’s anything he can do. and even though logan says he’s doing perfect he’s still worrying about it.
still thinking about it after (logan dropped his hips and spurred him to finish) in the bathtub both of them together. and logan cries again. just because he’s not used to the care and attention he’s receiving.