do you ever think about how drift canât be cured for the rest of her eternal life
do you think she ever gets jealous of the others, of cleo and scott and shelby and eventually sausage for all having that option and then hates herself for the feeling surfacing. do you think she ever thinks about talking to pearl about it, wondering about apo and scolding herself even further because how could she think like that, sheâs so selfish, sheâs basically wishing death upon scott and how could she do that to shelby?
do you think she ever flinches around scott. and he cocks his head and asks her whatâs wrong, in the exact same tone that he said âquite easilyâ after ripping his claws into her back (heâs changed. heâs changed. heâs changed). and shelby laughs it off and tries to move them past it, looking at drift with something deeply loving and almost pleading, wanting drift to just let it go
do you think drift wonders about her lack of choice and then calls herself a horrible person for doing so?