#vanity has problems

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Dylan tagged me (ﾉ `･∀･)ﾉﾞ

Name: Vanity 

Nicknames: Vee, Ms. Vee, Vanvan, Professor (my dad calls me this)

Birthday: 4/24

Gender: Female

Sexual and romantic orientation: Pfft. I don't even know. I'm obligated to to say heterosexual because I made a deal with the devil so I can be as smart as I am in school. But I feel I'm some sort of demi-sexual.

height: 5'5

Favourite colour: All the colors that aren't neon.

Time and date currently: 8:54 A.M.

Average hours of sleep: 5-11

Last thing i googled: happy emoticon

First word that comes to mind: fuck (the whole thought was "fuck i can't think of anything")

One place that makes me feel happy: anywhere quiet and not boring

How many blankets i sleep under: 1-2

Favorite fictional character: I'm in a Haruka Nanase mood.

Book: What's a book?

TV show: Gravity falls, Fate Stay Night, PMMM, Over the Garden Wall, Panty and Stocking w/ Garterbelt, Nagi no Asukara, Gatchaman Crowds, Tsuritama, etc.

Animation: [look at TV shows]

Fav beverage: Coffee

Fav food: I don't play favorites when it comes to food.

Last movie seen in cinema: The Amazing Spider-man 2? Dream wedding: Tangled Wedding theme. That's it.

Dream job: One that I love doing that will give me enough money to do things and buy things for the people in my life that deserve it.

Tag: Not tagging anyone so figure it out.

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*stares off into the sunset* will bee and puppycat be a weekly show? because i'd like to have the next episode today.

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does anyone get the feeling that Haru would be a little jealous of Rin because Rin practically has 2 families (His mom and sister in Japan, and Russel and Lori in Australia)? Haru's parents are rarely around and has no other involved family members except Makoto and his family but with the whole argument and such, he realizes it's like he doesn't have anyone.

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laying on the ground b/c responsibilities, anxiety with not being social enough with friends, and conflicted feelings on character development are wearing me out.

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Watching Free!, I always wondered why I never found Haru as attractive as I did with the other characters and not even a sexual attraction but like an admiration for his character. I always thought I just found him boring. But it wasn't that. Haru is actually a spinning image of myself. And it took this video to help me notice it.

People might tell me that I'm nothing like him but trust me, if I was more confident in myself- as a matter of fact, scratch that- if people known me long enough, they'd know I'm a mostly straight-faced quiet friend that mostly listens but speaks when I think it is needed. I achieve in things others can't do but acts like it's no big deal but it really is and there's a constant anxiety lingering from the expectations others force on these talents. I pretend not to care (and sometimes I simply don't care, no offense) and I don't get how people feel all the time. But I still love my friends not matter how distant I may seem....

SO I'M REALLY NERVOUS ABOUT TOMORROW BECAUSE I UNDERSTAND THE FEELINGS HARU HAS BEEN GOING THROUGHOUT THESE LAST EPISODES AND PLEASE I HOPE THEY END THINGS RIGHT AS THEY WRAP UP THE SHOW.

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why has no one done a gif set of Ozpin's words of wisdom to Ruby this episode?

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you'd think listening to tk from ling tosite sigure songs would make me think of Tokyo Ghoul but nope

he's music always reminds me of zankyou no terror

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i smell daddy issues and sister rivalry on Weiss

*Grabs 17 packs of popcorn and 20 boxes of tissues for the season*