#vanivents

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It's a little amusing how grown men think they can treat young girls however they want because we're small and effeminate. Do you see me as a deer? A gentle thing with a pretty pelt for you to hunt down and skin? Eyes so sweet, fur speckled by the sun, I must exist only for your gaze, your grasp. Living life through the gaze of a hunter must be invigorating, to believe you can do anything with no repercussion, to believe we still abide by natural order and survival of the fittest.

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I really do need to curb the fact I get tempted to come on here whenever I'm having a bad time because everyone's gonna think I'm in hell or whatever when really my life is fine. In other words, how to have serotonin quick and easy and how to erase memories easy no glue no borax

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tfw you remember you are irredeemably evil

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I had a playlist of songs we could play at our wedding. Haha. I feel . Like I shouldn't have been stupid enough to believe a relationship I got into when I was 14 with someone across the entire world would have worked out. But I wanted to believe. I wantec to thinki was finally a pretty princess in a fairytale saved from her loneliness and hopelessness by a charming knight who would never hurt her. I'm so stupid

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I swear if I make it twice that I've vomited over my fucking ex in less than a week

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I can't kill myself over this but God I don't want to be alive either I don't want to be. But I don't want to die.

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I actually want to kill myself so bad how am I supposed to ever move on or anything when I thought I would introduce him to my family and help him move here. I think literally being stabbed in the stomach would hurt less than this I want to die I want to die I want to fucking die so bad

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i can't lie, he has the prettiest eyes I've ever seen. /ly