Mar 14, 2020
D.I.D. is a fuck of a drug and not in a good way.
This is a photo of me in a fugue or "blank" state.
That is to say...no one is controlling the body.
It is simply relying on automatic responses to keep itself operating.
It breathes and stuff but is not fully conscious. Here I was operating as background programming but it was like I was locked away somewhere in the "passenger seat", along with a bunch of other passengers who happened to be asleep.
A very disturbing state of mind. I don't care to enter it again but it happens automatically and scares the fuck outta me.
