I feel so anxious; I just want to meet my son already. I know I shouldn't rush him, he will come on his own time and utilize his own methods. It truly isn't up to me how he is going to come into this world, and I am prepared to accept that. I just am hoping for an all natural VBAC. I will accept if it doesn't happen though. We have to learn to accept the things we cannot change. ❤️🐳 The last batch finally arrived. I got a bunch of good deals on Amazon with one of my gift cards. Got an outfit I was lusting after in the mall at a discount of about 85% off. Sooo I got it in three sizes 😅 I just love Gymboree clothing and you can't beat $2.75 per piece! I am washing the last bits of his clothing/blankets that came and it is increasing my excitement. I hurt myself with all the house rearranging I did yesterday, but I have a "push through the pain" mentality 😂 About to go to my doctor appointment and check his progress. Will update soon! #vbachopeful #vbacjourney #whalenursery #whalebaby #babyphoenix #boyswillbeboys #daddysgirl #family #fiveyearold #ilovemyfamily #39weeks5days #countdowntobaby #iwantmybaby