do me. stroke my ego. (but NO homo... remember that. absolutely zero homo... yeah)
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NO I'M JK okay let's talk about ALI
ali is a huge weeaboo but also one of my best friends. sometimes i honestly forget that we've never hung out in person??? because we're just super close and we've known each other for like 3-4 years. idr how long it's been tbh. she just kind of entered my life and we hit it off so well that it was like she'd been there all along.
she's helped me through SO much, when no one else has been able to. through breakups, through meltdowns, through suicidal tendencies, through revelations, through EVERYTHING, and has never backed down and said "you've gotten to be too much, i can't do it". she's stuck by my side through all of it, and i couldn't ask for anyone better. i can only hope to be as good to her as she has been for me.
we can get on each others nerves sometimes but tbh i think that's just natural lmao especially to the ridiculous depth that we know one another. nothing is sacred.............. once you have all that information about someone and know how much their brain works, i think you're bound to be confused and occasionally frustrated with them.
but tbh ali is worth it. we have so many ridiculous jokes and have laughed ourselves to tears so many times and know how to distract one another when we need to clear our heads. we can vent openly and know how to be firm yet loving with each other. we don't take shit or let each other get away with anything. we hold each other accountable. she makes me want to be a good person, and to help her be one, too.
she's such a light in my life and has given me so much to live for. we've been trying to make so many plans to hang out for the past year and nothing has happened and it BLOWS but i'm hopeful! and when it happens i'm gonna cry a bunch and it's gonna be rly gay. yes homo.
i love ali to bits and pieces and she's got a big piece of my heart, even if her obsession with SnK is something i have trouble relating to. i'll let it slide if it means keeping her in my life.
bless that slimeman
