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I really wanna replay clinical trial. I love how the game feels like so mellow and relaxing. I really like the dynamic between Angel and Lee.
Angel reminds me of me when I was 13/14, when I felt out of touch with reality, liked drawing, my environment felt dysfunctional but I still had to try, put my efforts into school. I mean I describe this as me at 13/14 but I'm still the same now. I wasn't for a while since 14, but I feel like in my 20s, I'm just Kaiden again. Kaiden and Angel.. I can see them being parallels, and now what I want in a relationship, well, I want this from someone I genuinely like and also find attractive (because I'm slightly more shallow than fictional characters I relate to,,) is someone's who's so in love with me they're obsessive, they love every single thing I do no matter how cringe or pathetic and sad it is, and we have moments where we smile a little and blush at things and I listen to them talk and they listen to me and we both laugh and enjoy things.
oh! I also love a strong foundation of similar humour hehe, anyways, the dark side of the game just feels so safe to me. it feels like Angel is protected, it feels like I'm protected, we're isolated and he'd never leave me when I'm feeling scared or anything.. ig these feelings are what Clinical Trial evoke from me. I love it. I want more similar games but lol, i'm so addicted to this game so, maybe I'll just act out as Angel, as Kaiden, irl, draw and post it more and link my accounts be why am I so scared? and even tho I'm always so moody and dwell on things, I can just think abt Lee and Angel and feel better :3 🎀🌀🎮
