#vent oops

[whumpyourdamnpears]

every time I tell a story about my childhood I think is like, relatable, my friends will look at me like 🫪 and then I begin to realize

maybe I was neglected as a child

[chronicallykaya]

there’s so many people that i “shouldn’t” miss. that it feels like i can’t or i’m not supposed to.

and maybe i’m not, but god fucking damn it i miss you and i miss the way you smile and i miss the sound of your laugh and i miss how you could make me blush with two words and a glance and i miss how you smelled like chocolate all the time and i miss how you’d hug me and how i never felt safer than when i was in your arms and i even miss a little bit when you were bitter or passive aggressive or mad at me because at least then i was still allowed to think about you

[xxkaibutsukoxx]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[snoopy-sapphic]

summer at home before sophomore year of college is Purgatory. RELEASE MEEEEEEEE

[chronicallykaya]

i want to wear baggy clothes and have them actually look oversized and i want it to be because they look cool and not because im trying to hide my body and i want to still feel femme and—

[takeyourjoy]

keep thinking abt how i could have dyscalculia. hell it makes sense ive always struggled w shit but a major part of me thinks im overreacting. math teacher talked about a student who had it in his other school and i couldnt stop thinking about it then lol. ive been shit at math since forever and making the most fucking basic mistakes all the time- ive been trying to read those clocks for years and i still struggle so hard. id talk about it to my therapist but it just feels embarassing lol

[happyfinch]

i’m so embarrassed about my love of science. like i’m so afraid of sounding like those STEM majors who talk about it to people who don’t care and think that they’re better than everyone else that i just Shut My Yap. even though i don’t?? think like that??? and like some of my friends when i talk about it say they care about the stuff that actually matters like politics and sociology and Yes they are better than me but i’d still like to have the option to be passionate. dang this is such a massive vent Oopsie