#vent.exe

[thefairytaler]

laptop is back but the charger is missing and sticky asf syrup got spilled over half my blankets including two of my favorites and man I am just done with not crashing out I am crashing the fuck out

two months with no music, for context I had to have an IEP all through school that was like ‘headphones at all times or hy will hurt hymnself’ I just wanna listen to goddamn music

[ghoulangerlee]

Personally 2024 is kicking my goddamn ass

I have to figure out how to get a fucking tire, go to both of my follow up appointments that are TOO LATE to reschedule and replace the other three tires while I'm at it :)

[osol-ealua]

I'm going to fucking kill myself

[vcherry-kai16]

normally i'm not an outwardly hateful person but screw people who put giant spiders in their yt thumbnails & post/share/reblog things with spiders w/o making sure arachnophobes have enough warning to look away. i felt like i was gonna have a panic attack from seeing a post abt tarantula paws, like- can you NOT????? WHY ARE THESE NOT TAGGED???? if my filtered tags didn't hide the post from me then you are just bad. spiders are a major fear that everyone is aware of and should respect. and putting spiders in a youtube thumbnail? you just want me to avoid your channel forever, huh?

[hydrofates-moved]

ngl, I miss being able to talk about my selfships without being scared that someone’s shit-talking them..

[vamprefaggot]

yall im so damn TIRED of christmas!!!! im sure itd be fine(or at least bareable) were it not being shoved down ur throat 24 fuckin 7 !!!!!! im so t i r e d of little lights and far far too many things to buy to have a ""perfect"" christmas and the stress to buy people things like i havent been excited fir a holiday in YEARS like halloween is only slightly better but i still!!!!!! capitalism and having these DUMB fuckin holidays shoved at me all the time has made me bitter and angry and im just. im ready to not do christmas for a whole year. or ever again tbh

[unbefuckinglieveable]

You know. I just quit. Fuck this shit.

I am not a threat to myself or others. I am just fucking done. I have been fighting to have a good life be loyal to my family since I was six years old. I am 21 and I am still paying for shit that I shouldn't have had to fucking earn in the first place. I have been fighting to keep the peace and positivity going. I am so fucking tired. And the fucking high road is getting backed up. I wish I didn't flinch or fucking cower I wish I didn't experience panic attacks or nightmares. But hear I am in all my patchwork glory. I guess. I don't give a fuck about anything. I just want to sleep okay? I want peaceful sleep and rest and people who won't fuck with me. I fucking hate this month and this year. And i sure fuck am not a fan of being fucking homeless, and unsolicited advice. I can do bad all by myself.

[bbulletz]

i know im annoying with how much i complain about school and the majority of my followers seem to be older and already graduated HS probably and i dont think y'all wanna hear about this or relive this shit but i kind of need to vent, i dont have friends to talk to, im sorry.

Anyways i was thinking the main reason why im trying so hard to get into, like, the high end colleges is that it makes me feel some sense of feeling good enough or smart enough. I know theyve been trying to reassure students and saying that they dont evaluate you based on intelligence, SATs, GPA, etc. and that they only evaluate ur apps based on how well they think you'll do in the school, but like.. we all know thats a load of bs