#venting?

[klawz-n-teeth]

Okay angsty therian moment here.

I wish people would be fucking decent to therians when they’re out in public. Just today I saw a video from my city/hometown which someone took of one of my therian friends out in public, and they posted it saying “[X city] is cooked”

you filmed a child without their knowledge or consent. That’s fucking weird and creepy and isn’t any more acceptable because the kid is wearing a tail. I’m so glad my friend was also wearing a mask in the vid because it’s got like, 100K views.

this is probably a pretty common problem because for some reason people are so comfortable filming strangers (and children!!) and mocking them online. It’s just pissed me off so bad. I want to bite the fucker that posted that.

[drosophilamania]

Memes to express how uniquely awful it is to talk to my mother. I love her, she is just… strange. I grouped them by theme or relation so some of them have punchlines lmao.

[angellic-collective]

For singlets grossly overqualified

For systems grossly underqualified

[taroyippeee]

“it’s okay to cry!”

until it’s a male. why has society dumbed itself down into thinking that males can’t cry? crying is a natural human response, and being expected to “not cry” just because of your gender, is stupid as fuck.

“why are you crying over the smallest things?”

well sorry, I can’t do anything about it. because when I get mad, treated unfairly, or get hurt, the world collapses. not suddenly, but slowly. it’s like standing in quicksand or like water filling your room. it starts at your feet, until it rises up to your ankles, your waist, your chest, your chin, and then you can’t breathe. and im telling myself to not cry because it makes me feel weak and powerless, like tears are something to be ashamed of. like breaking is a choice that everybody has. but my throat tightens. my hands shake, my face turns red, my voice disappears. any and everything I’ve wanted to say ends up being trapped inside me, unable to come out. and then the tears fall. suddenly I feel much younger again. small, powerless, and drowning in feelings that are much bigger than me.

[meepusgleepus]

just placing my opinion out there cause.. i frankly don't know but nobody is stopping me :3

subnautica 2 the creatures..

not a fan, i'ma be honest

now i'm not sure how much this makes sense, but compared to the first subnautica games they feel less "authentically weird"

the creature that made me realize this was the sandspear i was already familiar with the sandspear before the game came out, i've seen the concept art for i think it was subnautica below zero??

i can't remember, but the point is that it was a concept originally for the first games

but then compare it to what's in subnautica 2..

the concept feels like in the style of the first games, so let's just use it as a base for this

the first game is authentically weird, it feels like it doesn't exist for the viewing of the player, just feels like an animal that happens to look kinda funky

but in the second game.. it feels like it was engineered to be weird, like they're actively trying to be "HEY THIS IS WEIRD AND FUNKY, LOOK AT IT!"

now i'm FULLY aware that.. these are creature designs made by humans, even if they seem more natural they're designed to be looked at, to invoke something but the point is that in my opinion.. the first games sold the illusion of authentic weirdness better

for more examples of creatures that don't feel "authentic", there is the collector leviathan and the great jaw leviathan

the collector cause.. *Gestures* it's just Cthulhu, and the great jaw cause of the eyes.. it would've been so much better without the eyes

there are more but i feel these in particular are like top tier offenders in my opinion

for exmaples of creatures that do feel "authentic" in the first games, the crab squid and the reefback leviathan

i can't quite pinpoint what about these feels more authentic, they just do, they don't feel like they exist solely for your viewing pleasure.. and can't really explain it

now just to be clear, i'm aware some of this is likely down to nostalgia so let me mention some creatures from the first game that don't feel "authentic"

the crashfish to i'm pretty sure nobody's surprise, and the reaper leviathan

the old games aren't perfect by any means, but i feel a higher percentage of them feel "authentically weird"

now, i don't want all of this to be negative, so i will give the new game some credit where it's due

i am a big fan of the reoccuring theme/idea of creatures blurring together on the genetic level, i really like that, give me more of that it's just the creature designs i'm not the biggest fan of

[jamisonwritestf2trash]

I feel like I'm in a one man body horror movie where each day my body becomes more and more grotesque and disfigured, becoming something completely unrecognizable to myself, but its all inside.

And the horror comes from the fact that whatever sickness has rotted me has evolved to hide, and sneak around when investigated so its just never there when you try and catch it.

[officialfrevblrpage24]

Arguing with other “feminists” makes me tired, like physically tired.

It’s that feeling when my autistic brain just feels heavier and heavier, the more I keep typing and sitting up.

I’ve been spending the whole day with my friend Chanel… arguing nonstop, while managing multiple blogs (mostly History RPF related ones) at the same time.

I may hop onto Character. AI after this, or Pinterest. At least there, I don’t have to constantly argue what seems to be common sense, to others.

I don’t want supremacy over males, I don’t think that males are inferior or inherently dangerous. I believe that women are dangerous as well. I fear all humans, not just ones who are born different. Misandrists and Misogynists scare me the most, and make my head ache the most too.

I wish that I can just sleep all day and night without having to worry about waking up. I hate this weird feeling of being tired, but not sleepy.

This is very… tiring. This is tiring.

This shouldn’t be the way.

This shouldn’t be the way at all, especially in the climate we are at nowadays in the real world.

But… the internet is like its own version of the real world. People from the real world are online and-

Anyways, this was just some yapping. If any RadFems or GCs see this post, then oh well. My brain already feels heavy and I don’t have time for them.