For a little while I have been feeling like these emotions lately sadness, tired, anger and jealously and yikes it’s scary to think of these all together. But I have a lot going on in my life right now because I have so much to worry about and yeah sure people say to me “hey it’s ok gonna be ok or hey things will get better.” I try to stay positive or think good things but I feel like a lot of bad shit happens to me. People say it will get better so yeah but FUCKING WHEN?! I dealt with this shit for long enough and shit and I’m tired of these feelings and I want to be gone. I’m very sorry for the people I have bothered or annoyed because I tend to get annoying a lot or bother a lot of people or drive them away. If I ever did that to you I’m very sorry if I’m a bother to any of you it’s just I get lonely and I love to talk to people but I tend to come off to strongly or come off as weird and again I’m sorry for this sad rant and no this isn’t for attention I just wanted to get it out and I want bother anyone anymore I will just not message anyone anymore. I just will not message anyone first or anything. So sorry again guys 💔😢