#veroxtaylor

[illicitaffairstaylor]

April 2, 2020. Today I am completing 8 months of treatment for my anxiety and depression, it has been eight months of not having anxiety attacks every day, of not crying every day and feeling bad, I cannot believe that even selfies now I upload to social networks!! My self-esteem improved too much and I felt very good!!! Maybe I still have relapses at least once every two months but not having so many suicidal thoughts and moving on is THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD!! 8 months ago I didn’t consider myself alive, this month I complete 1 year of trying to commit suicide and keep going forward. now I’m happy, with the right people, no more fake friends and I started studying psychology!! Taylor I go to college!! I am fulfilling my dreams and fighting every day! @taylorswift

[illicitaffairstaylor]

These 11 months have been very difficult for me, 2 years with anxiety and recently diagnosed with depression 7 months ago. New medication and five pills everyday that keep me calm, thoughts that I never came to believe would happen to me, right now I can say that I feel sad but those thoughts for the moment don't exist. "when I was drowing that's when I could finally breathe" - Clean by Taylor Swift. Taylor is such a strong person and her music is everything to me, clean has a speech that every time I hear it makes me cry, talks about the anxiety and thoughts you may have about yourself. And here is my first tattoo, especially for me, about one of my favs person, her music and my mental health (semicolon). I tried to kill myself and I'm still fighting here. You inspired me to follow my dreams and right now I am taking my first semester at the psychology university in my city, I want to help people❤️

@taylorswift @taylornation

[illicitaffairstaylor]

I'm so nervous to think that I'm going to talk about this, I've been inactive because my mental health has been a disaster, my anxiety has worsened and 1 month ago I decided to hurt myself but I didn't, I went to the psychiatrist and they gave me a new medication that I still have side effects (although I still have suicidal thoughts) this week I hope to start with my therapies. I feel a little disappointed because my hopes of being a psychologist left 1 month ago, I didn't prepare for my uni exam and I know that I fail but I will try again in November because I want to help people and improve my mental health! but at least I graduated from high school :) thank you @taylorswift for keeping me strong all these weeks that have been so difficult for me, I had no mood but your music always rises me every day to continue with my life, I love you with all of my heart, thank you.

@taylornation