As I write, my application to veterinary school is whizzing through the stratosphere in the vague direction of schools around the country, ready to undergo the infamously rigorous screening programme carried out each October by an army of admissions tutors, a variety of veterinary personnel, and probably a curious office kitty or two.
I will be judged on my ability to empathise, sympathise, and prioritise. I will be scrutinized on the variety and quantity of my work experience and the relevance of my extra-curricular interests. The manner in which I interact with both my prospective four-legged patients and their two-legged counterparts will be observed and noted down. I will be probed as to why I’ve decided to choose a career that involves death, disease and defecation on a daily basis when I could be working elsewhere for half the hours, double the pay, and a hell of a lot less of a student debt.
It is a gamble. A foray into the relative unknown. There are times when I ask myself whether what I’m trying to do is legitimately achievable or just one decade-long dream that never really left me be. But the one thing that I’m sure about, absolutely sure about, is that whatever the end result, be it negative or positive, we’ll be spat out of the other end with not only a thicker skin and a frighteningly good knowledge of the inner workings of the mind of the veterinary admissions tutor, but also an ability to be able to pick ourselves up, dust ourselves down, and retrace our steps back along the well-trodden path to vet school. And maybe, just maybe, we'll have to take a slightly longer route than originally planned.
But for this year at least, the deed is done. And there's no going back now.