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a little death ↝ vinnie hacker x reader

summary: i cant explain but all i can say is this is gonna be a lil frisky lmao. 

warnings: a lil sexual, swearing, kinda angsty?? idk 

a song fic kinda inspired by the song a little death by the neighbourhood. i recommend listening to it as your read to set the mood. ;)

gif found on google 

you sit in your apartment, your led lights set to a pinkish purple color with the neighbourhood playing in the background low volume. you sit on your couch, staring at whatever is playing on your tv while gently biting on your thumb nail, an emotionless look in your eye. 

your phone vibrates on your left thigh, causing you to look down in confusion. your eyes scan the text, an disappointed sigh leaving your lips. your on and off again ex boyfriend couldn’t make it to your place again, and it left you pissy and excited. you stand up and turn off your tv, climbing up your stairs and making it to your bedroom with your unmade queen size bed, the bright “VACANCY” lit sign above your bed. 

vacancy was lit, the guests were checking in the concierge was cold  the water pipes had mold all over them.  the room was fit for two,  the bed was left in ruins the neighbors were knocking, yeah but no one would let them in. 

you stare at your ceiling, thoughts spiraling through your head. your numb and emotionless body lays flat on your bed, your arms and legs spread out while the cold sheets slowly adjust to your warmth. without thinking, you grab your phone and click on vinnie’s contact name. 

“come over?” 

you chew on your bottom lip as you quickly press send and toss your phone to your side, running a hand through your hair anxiously. 

you had been hooking up with vinnie for a few months, but stopped about a month ago due to your now, once again, ex boyfriend. but tonight, after the shit he pulled, you said fuck it and texted vinnie as you grew more sexually frustrated, craving his touch. 

touch me, yeah  i want you to touch me there  make me feel like i am breathing feel like i am human. 

your phone quickly vibrates beside you, causing your eyes to slightly widen. you pick up your phone and bite down harder on your bottom lip as you read his text. 

“what about y/bf/n?” 

dancing through the night,  a vodka and a sprite  a glimpse of the silhouettes  a night that they never forget

you quickly type back a response, eagerly waiting for vinnie to make his way over like he always does. 

“fuck him. he doesnt care for me like you do.” 

you impatiently watch the typing bubble at the bottom of your screen, your fingers tapping the side of your phone, your stomach swarming with butterflies at the thought of vinnie walking through your door. 

“on my way.” 

you read after a few seconds and quickly jump up, freshening yourself up as vinnie starts to head to your place, missing your touch after not being able to be with you for a month. you both knew there were some feelings hidden underneath all of the sex, but you never admitted it to each other, yet you weren’t complaining. all you needed right now was him and your bed, and life would be perfect. 

you slowly make your way downstairs as you hear a soft knock on your apartment door, hoping it isn’t y/bf/n showing up last minute after cancelling. you peak through the peephole and see the curly brunette you were craving staring right back, knowing you were watching him. 

touch me, yeah i want you to touch me there make me feel like i am breathing feel like i am human. 

you gently twist the knob and open the door, coming face to face with vinnie. “hey, vin.” you mumble, a small smile on your lips. he stares at you, his lips moving into a sly smirk at your small figure, loving when you get shy around him. he steps in and gently grabs your throat, pulling you in before smashing his lips on yours. 

he uses his leg to kick the door closed behind him before slightly pushing you into your counter, the cold marble on your exposed back as your shirt lifts up from his hands slowly moving to your hips and under your shirt, his lips still on yours, kissing you hungrily. 

vinnie stops moving his hands and pulls away quickly, staring down at you, waiting for consent. “are you sure you want this, y/n?” he whispers quietly, knowing that deep down you are hurting a little bit. you nod your head and carefully grab his hand, placing it on your chest, whispering into his ear, 

“touch me, yeah. i want you to touch me there. make me feel like i am breathing, feel like i am human”

vinnie looks at you, his eyes completely dark with lust now, your words obviously affecting him. he reattaches his lips to yours, mumbling a quick “jump” into your mouth. you jump and he lifts you up, his hands gripping on your ass as he carries you upstairs to your partially led lit room. he lays you down, not removing his lips from yours as your hands are tangled in his hair. 

she sought death on a queen-sized bed.  and he had said,

vinnie pulls away from you, out of breath with swollen lips. his eyes observe you, slightly panting from being out of breath, your lips swollen, and eyes blown out and darkened,

 “darling, your looks can kill.”

you smirk up at him before sitting up and sliding your bottoms off, 

“so now you’re dead.”

you whisper into his ear, before brushing your lips on his cheek bone, causing shivers to run down his spine. 

touch me, yeah i want you to touch me there make me feel like i am breathing feel like i am human

touch me, yeah  i want you touch me there make me feel like i am breathing feel like i am human again. 

[lvstcd]

falling out of love ↝ vinnie hacker x reader

request: okay i love your writing so heres another rq: what about yn dating vinnie and slowly falling out of love? I just love angst sm😔 ( @yungbludz​ ) 

a/n: not you about to make me ugly sob :0 also, thank you so much, i absolutely hate my writing tho. 

summary: after being with vinnie for 2 years, you are slowly starting to realize you’re falling out of love. 

warnings: angst, swearing, idk

you lie in on the couch downstairs as baby j and kio play with mochi, the sounds of your agitated boyfriend screaming upstairs. you sigh and play with your hair, fiddling with your dry dead ends before hearing your name being called across the room by maddy. you quickly look up and see the red head nodding her head towards the pool, a slight frown on her lips. 

you sigh and push yourself up off the couch and follow her, hearing your boyfriend scream “fuck” loudly once again, assuming he died on his game. you close the sliding door and turn around, noticing that maddy has a sympathetic look on her face with her arms crossed over her chest. “what’s up?” you ask quietly, stepping around the girl and walking towards the pool. “you know whats up.” she responds, following you and sitting down beside you, dipping her feet in the cool pool water. 

you slightly kick your feet in the water, observing the way the sunlight hits the water. “how have you been?” she asks quietly, noticing your eyes squinting as thoughts rush through your head. “i’m good.” you whisper, gently chewing on your bottom lip as you hear maddy exhale, a disappointed frown on her lips. “you know you can talk to me about anything, right?” shes asks, grasping your hand in hers. 

tears brim your eyes as you quickly glance up her, the pain and heartbreak finally showing. “i-” you stop yourself, inhaling as your body slightly shakes. “its okay.” she mutters, letting go of your hand and wrapping her arm around your shoulder, pulling you into her side as your head gently rests on her shoulder. she slightly sways the two of you, humming as the tears make their way down your reddened cheeks. 

“should i feel this way?” you ask, a sob leaving your lips as you tightly close your eyes, the salty tears dripping onto your thighs, soaking into your pants. “why don’t i feel the butterflies when i hug him anymore? why isn’t there fireworks going through me when i kiss him? why does he feel like a complete stranger to me?” you ramble, not hearing the slide door open and close. 

“y/n?” you hear vinnie quietly ask behind you, causing you to jump and look up at the confused brunette, his eyes observing your tear-stained cheeks. “baby, whats wrong??” he asks worriedly, rushing over to you, gently grabbing you and pulling you into his arms, maddy staring up at the two of you in a frown. 

you were stumbling on your words, you couldn’t get a complete sentence out, and it was scaring vinnie. he watched you crumble in his arms, confused as to why you were a mess. he placed kisses all over the top of your head, his arms grasped your waist firmly, holding you up. your fingers fiddled with his shirt as you sobbed, not being able to control your mental breakdown. he moves his hands to the back of your thighs, lifting you up and wrapping your legs around his waist.

he opens the sliding door and quickly led you two upstairs, hoping no one in the house could hear your muffled sobs. he sets you on the bed before turning around to close his bedroom door. he stops and crawls beside you, pulling you down as you sniffle, the tears drying on your cheeks. he lifts his hand up to your face, his thumb wiping the tears off your cheeks. “baby, whats wrong?” he asks in a whisper, a frown on his lips at the sight of you. 

you looked like shit. your eyes were puffy from crying, your lips were red from biting them anxiously, and your cheeks were stained with mascara smeared tears. “i..” you start but stop, your eyes wandering to the wall. “i can’t feel anything anymore.” you whisper, avoiding his gaze. “what do you mean?” he asks, confused as to why you won’t look at him. 

“i can’t feel us.” you state, finally looking at him. “babe- i don’t understand what you’re saying.” he responds as you sigh and stand up, your hands in your hair. “i don’t feel the butterflies or the fireworks anymore. i feel like we’re complete strangers. i don’t feel anything anymore i-” tears brim his eyes as he watches your body shake in front of him, his gut wrenching. “y/n, what are you saying?” he asks quickly, hoping you don’t say what he’s thinking. “fuck, vinnie, i’m falling out of love.” his heart drops and the tears slide down his cheeks. you look at him with wide eyes, your mouth agape from the shock of the words that just left your mouth. 

he stares at the wall, his heart breaking. “im sorry.” you whisper, crawling beside him. he turns and looks at you. “was it something i did? did i make you fall out of love with me?” he asks quietly, his bottom lip quivering. you shake your head no, bring your palm up to his face. you wipe his tears, your eyes staring into his. “it is nothing you did, vin. it just happens. you are perfect in every way. i promise.” you place a kiss on his forehead before pulling away. 

“i guess this is a goodbye?” he asks, watching you grabbing your clothes that you left at his house. “no.. it just a.. a see you later? we can always be friends, vin. i don’t want you out of my life.” he nods, standing up and walking up to you. he places his lips on yours, the two of you moving in sync before he pulls away. “i needed one more before you go.” he whispers quietly, his tears still wet on his face. you nod and hug him tightly, your heart breaking at the thought how he won’t be yours anymore. 

you pull away and peck his cheek before walking out the room, leaving his heart to break.