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[vickarieo]

Landmines

Awaiting all foes upon Marilyn's row

Creeping to lock those

In a figure of four

Swearing to the crest

To adhere to law

Jamming both feet at door

Creaking like the cats cry

Closed eyes can see no more

As clasped hands receives no blessings

All in all we require a lesson

Subjecting flesh to fest

Wretch who's best

Keep none kept

Take upon service

Seek to confess

Align the next

Times seem bleak

Prey upon the strong

Thrive on the weak

Humble starved of tranquility

Individuality dots like stumped soliloquy

Questions of what juices

Are tapped from minds

Ask what is yours

Seek not mine

As what you sought after

May just be

Landmines

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Who knows

In a previous life we happened to be white

It was the 30’s everything seemed well, despite hard times

Seeds were plotted to hand us flowers for hands to fold

Danced to that talented nigga something Armstrong

We’d conga, rumba and waltz that foxtrot

Till night came then light came

Tunnel vision in periscopic gaze

Waters cascading off ruffled feathers

In sputtering rain on lake Rijksmuseum

Sculpting love symbols as the jealous leered upon in awe

Foolish lovers gawk as we squawked

Then drifted back to their edeitic sonder

Wafting on clouds as they slumber

Rubbing necks while whistling reqreuims to dead dreams

Bounded together until a capturous winter’s eve

The snowflakes sculpted our busts in mid life

Scornful flashback to wretched depravity

Salt singed splintered skin scraping seaboards

Spilt sips drip from the demons on deck

To filter pain we exchanged names

Rustic cuffs on the chains

Cut skin fiddling pain down spines

I was only a 7 full sun cycles at the time

Almost to the point where my life fluids will drain

Cutting a loc stuffing it into the locks

Somehow for 30 moon rises it relieved the agonizing shock

We were sold at different stops

But I saw you once more my dear

With arms extended quietly as they threw stones laced with jeers

In the rioting crowd you slayed fear

Before the branch broke off the oak tree

Smiling as you inviting me

A lion killed by the beta

A whale spiked at sea

Overthrown, flayed and spiked in a seige

A car crash in the Swiss alps

Hiroshima clutching Ichiro and Sakura lovingly while you run towards us as the explosion wipes us away suddenly

Before eyes close you are

The only one

Who knows

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Exodus

One day,

You will be strong enough

Collect faith in frequent shade

Like mirages of nothingness

It is what it is

As it has always been

And always will be,

Exactly what it was

Swim good through waterfalls

Eventhough rapid tides rip against

Leap burnt bridges with confidence

Recommending tolls paid in recompense

Encompass numourous forms excellence

Abondon concerns of the habitus

Forget countless beads upon the abacus

Hinged on antiquated frames

The immense portrait inhabits us

Unfathomed imaginations of

The infinitly infallible

Stewart goodwill intending thus

Honey love untouched

Direct energy discoveries

Where once thought

Only the exit was

Pacing unto external ecstasy

Year unmarked nor jotted

Walking unbothered

Upon the Exodus.

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Explanation needed

Speaking in silence As the tenor key vocally chords idles Would swear on anything but, Pacing till the revival Not a false phophet Role model nor idol Truth has no afterthoughts Not one at all Convictions play on the court of the unconscious In this ball game No one passes to shame He's the worst No man speaks of the lame That's so foul Alone I can strain But cannot keep it contained Please do not tempt Because no man can claim exempt From these fallacies Eyes from the isles That leer empathetically More over dramatically Are these the quotes Pace forth with feathered feet Through the resting barracks Of abandoned midnight fleet While... Speaking in silence As the treble key on vocal chords idle Would swear on anything but, Pacing till the revival Not a false phophet Role model nor idol At most Truth has no afterthoughts Or desires like an unmoving entity Single purpose to seek and destroy Homing to negative energy Thriving so energetic More or less pragmatic Foiled lined linen brush to remove excess static Dumped at a good doorstep To ruin those who inhabit Like the usual overlooked bad habit Dag nabit! They chose to poke Instead of stab it A woken beast Furious raging anger Unleashed Only sound minds would keep this at peace While... Speaking in silence As the bass key on vocal chords idle Would swear on anything but, Pacing back and diagonally Until the revival Not a false phophet Role model Nor idol Truth has no afterthoughts Nor explanations needed

[vickarieo]

I still cried

Gorge on tray loads of guilt Appetizers of angst By the bar tenders suggestion Finish with a glass of bittersweet icy depression Devour until zeal is zilch As these gluttonous fiends feast Dishes like these are their niche All at will’s expense On tenacity’s tab Munchies on without a dab Would trade these thoughts for a handful of pence Paths usually walked Signs flipped now veered astray Let your light be your guide Don’t you ever lose your own way Do not dine at their table Starve if you must I say Do your best to stay Astronomically far away From they Treating your mind like a see saw, swings and slides Another place for the kids to play They spend your precious time From day today To day to day Wasted hours spent in disarray Countless clocks of ticking confusion Minutes massacred by misery The company kept Ones that are swept Off of once calm feet By the devestatung K.O’s Dethroned by defeat Then lead to everest’s peak Altitudes where not even eagles meet Forced to leap Off the precipice If you are a pessimist Don’t be suprised To horrifically say hi To your inevitable demise Or enthusiastically evolve Come alive Awaken my love Spread your pretty wings Fly Soar Optimistically indeed What alien business are we into Agent skully Something out of this world technically Mystro mistaking misfits for marvelous mystics Was my name on this list for this dinner party Or was that a misprint Defied by obeying instincts However basic Survive survive survive Ignore ignore ignore Hogtied in bed Ear muffs and blinds Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Disco finger John Travolta Staying alive! Crossed eye needing Lasix All the people lost to drugs Because someone else thought the world needed a few less thugs Falling out the shoe that didn’t fit Even after they laced it Still fasting by the way side Sipping on clear tonics made from pride I only saw her in a dream I still cried

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Da wizard

I think i’m there

But not quite yet

The line is drawing nearer

This is not far fetched 

Feel the leak as it sucks

They tapping me 

With no chance to duck

They after me

Need a team of real 2′s

Because these 1′s I know

Won’t blast for me

How is this leak attached to me

Am I Farfetch'd

Is this all digital

Somehow the inner me

Denies all requests for subliminals

Nothing reaches the mind’s eye

All seen in hindsight

Things so sadistic 

It would make a grown man cry 

Like watching his premature child

Die

Right before his eyes

Why 

I have no hints

To ask the slightest question why

Mix it up with seasoned emotions

Humbalaya left to simmer

Whats for dinner

The tears of a winner

The quest to next winter

Finger poking splinter

Palm tree blocking light

Casting shade like a centre

No no not again dementia 

Give me like 1000 more

Let me get 100 banked 

Before I go 

Sure I’ll be able to do a 20 minute plank

While living 

Everlasting but not forgiving 

That crow is to dumb

Who let the wiz in 

These thoughts bubble up often

Like a shaken soda fizzing 

Da wizard

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I don’t like these dishes at all

Which is it 

Are you trying to discern

Or inadvertently concerned   

Like a wet match

You must wait your turn

To scratch

These things tarnish

No plate to anybody or anything

These fancy things don’t garnish

My attire

To official

The need to scribe words to tablets

Diary like epistle 

Not one warning gave

Not the slightest breath through a whistle 

Was blown

So if the winds take me

Let it be known

I stood at the sea

Against the waves 

I’ve walked the yellow bricks

That shone throughout the day

Each and every seconds thats been destructed

Demolished and diminished 

With hope

It will all be replenished 

By the cooling waters  

Dive deep

As If the oxygen in the microscopic bubbles

Are all you need

Without reprieve 

With the utmost respect 

With no chance to proceed 

No notions preconceived 

No bodyguard, sniper or service 

To protect my secrets 

The leech attached to

The cord running into 

The position that I’m in 

Does not match the one

I need to get into

Before I continue 

Could I order off a different menu

I don’t like these dishes at all 

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Amidst the coals

Keep going till their is nothing left

Just to make sure all is right

7 to 7 

Mind shop’s closed 

Sealed tight 

Just to get through all  the nights

All might

Tea 

Biscuits

Bagels

And cookies for a few 

Not having no fun

Not making no funds

At all

That wall

Isn’t as high as it seems

What lyes in the green pastures

Could humble any starving cow

A mumble from a low brow nitwit 

Could never suffice the silence of a great mind

Rotting on the grape vine 

You’ll stay un-plucked 

Remain unpicked 

Because you were just to high

While the lower branches get bundled 

Packed and go by

But grapes can not cry

Just rind and rind

Until the turn into bitter wine

She seemed fine

Only on the outside

These marks these scars 

What do they hide

I co-exist in the place where my fathers lived 

I fill my thoughts with distractions of love and bliss

Then wallow in my emptiness

With candles lit 

Bath bombs to sweeten these tears

In which i bathe 

Pack your bag and know

Its been many of years

Time to take off 

Its not the flight you feared 

Its who was left there

Amidst the coals